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10-11-2018, 03:53 AM | #741 | |||
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I get a call early yesterday morning as I take my Eva to school
Corissa text me she’s on her way to the hospital I’m hurting My neck she tells me I give her her all her insurance information Not a word Not from her or her so called girlfriend Distraught I am Going to the cardiologist today after taking Eva to school My heart just won’t stop The fluttering pounds at times It’s working so hard I can feel it Oh how frightened I am Will be seeing the surgeon So frightened Haven’t had any time to relax My mind just won’t stop Up at four this morning Couldn’t get back to sleep We shall see Alone I’ll be Me
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10-11-2018, 10:22 AM | #742 | |||
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He was impressed with my medical history I submitted to the office
With much appreciation and expressed how he wish more people would do as I did It helped him immensely So I will for now not endure a heart ablation Rather there is medication that works on the electrical charges of the heart Will keep me on Eliquis to prevent clots As my memory stinks I forget the name of the drug that deal with the electrical charges to get my heart back to NSR when I get it I will post it He will see me in a month if no problems should arise He was informative and I was very happy with his treatment Satisfied Me
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10-12-2018, 11:57 AM | #743 | |||
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Bad news on top of bad news n top of bad news
My cancer results are showin something is wrong with my pancreas My oncologist who I just seen two weeks ago Wants me to come in Doesn’t want to talk over the phone Not a good feeling about this Not at all Me
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10-12-2018, 12:37 PM | #744 | |||
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I keep you in my prayers
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10-13-2018, 05:08 AM | #745 | |||
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Grand Magnate
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Is this how it’s all going to end
What has it all been for When you can’t see a end to it all Never a break or an answer to it all What’s happened to my life Where is my mother Why did it all happen like this What did I do Am I so bad Do I have to have to go through this because I’m bad It is much to take in Life what life I don’t have a life Nobody to hold me I have to take care of myself to take care of others I don’t want to feel anything anymore I don’t want to talk about anything anymore I just want to hide under a rock Me
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10-14-2018, 06:40 AM | #746 | |||
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My bloodwork for cancer returned with concerning findings
Where the oncologist office wants me in nothing over the phone My C19-9 high at 80.2 the range 0-37 My T3 low at 1.12 the range 1.49-2.60 My NRBC% high at 0.1 the range 0.00-0.00 My MCH high at 32.4 the range 27.0-31.0 In the mylogram test I had back around 2014 it showed I have what is called atherosclerosis calcification of my abdomen indicating scleroderma Then the cyst on my l5 spine active and growing the thyrogloss cyst in my throat also active two D&C within the last 5 years abnormal bleeding What could be going on What’s wrong with my pancreas All indications problems with the pancreas And I have for more days to hold on Not so easy Not with this woman trying to stay in check with early detection Me
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10-14-2018, 08:28 PM | #747 | |||
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Having to hold on when my mind is all over the place
Heavenly Father controls it all Yet this brain is all over the place alone Alone
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10-15-2018, 05:34 PM | #748 | |||
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There is the product I purchased at a local supermarket
It is biscotti almond cookies I took notice that the package had changed I then began to read the nutrition label Only to find out that the formula has changed not for the better but to kill people I purchased the product because it was extremely low in sugar and sodium and cancer loves sugar I called the company and spoke to a woman and had given her the readings of both labels and asked why the formula had changed not for the better but to kill us She was kind and gracious her name was Rose she put me on hold for a while came back and told me there wasn’t anyone available to explain to her why the change in the formula She took my name and number and assured me that someone would get back to me and explain why the change It sickens me how this country the FDA and how we all suffer from those who are making money and are slowly killing me along with my family and children I buy organic milk as I hope there are no hormones added to it as everything being fed to our cattle along with the GMO’s owes it is a sad world we live in Trying so hard to live preventative healthcare going to doctors and leaving with all elements that are slowly killing this body Sad I am so sad am I Me
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"Thanks for this!" says: | Wren (10-17-2018) |
10-17-2018, 03:47 AM | #749 | |||
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This feeling s***s
Big time Of all things This the most Never missed a day taking my tamoxifen Not a day Oh Heavenly Father So much at one time Just so much In your hands my you cradle me As I say to you Thank you for all you provide Hold me so tight I only feel your squeeze Remove the evil that lurks in my mind Please Please Please Me
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10-18-2018, 04:09 AM | #750 | |||
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If that could just leave
My mind is all over the place I had a colon test less than a year ago Clear Having racked my brain There is this problem I have had and was taken off the tamoxifen because if it That be unusual bleed But ruled it out having a pap this year cleared Then I have a cyst on my L5 Had an MRI back 1-20-14 Impression Osteomyelitis and or matastatic disease A Thyroglossal cyst in my neck all active So sad for this beautiful body All I could do for it Growing a mustache Have to bleach it every week Used to be once a month and trim above my upper lip Having had very short hair and it is so long now Can’t afford to get a cut every six weeks It all just s***s All of it I like how I look It’s become a job no joke A freaking job All I need is my lipstick But now the hair is in the way need to use a brush Nothing easy Nothing My daughter and husband will be with me today I so hope it’s nothing major Me
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