Oh.

Well, if children like you that's really good.

I find it extremely hard to understand people sometimes. Then I get angry and that's no good.

Since they turned out my lights without any warning I swear at the power company people whenever I can. (No Miss Congeniality here.)

Do you like movies?

I trip and bump into things.

But after I had a LOT of B12 replacement I bump into things less. I had a shot a day for a long time. I had a doctor that gave me a huge prescription for it.

I am quite happy when I'm by myself... except like you say, it gets lonely. But when I'm alone I'm not so aware of my disability. that's why I asked you what you enjoyed... maybe you could do more of that.

Oh yes they do , and I love them very much too, I have niecies and a nephew and they are what makes my world so much better. When im able to be around them I have so much fun. Of course I get into trouble for spoiling them so much but, I think of them as my babies.

There not but I wish they were and I wish I had alot of babies of my own.

Thank you for talking to me, you are a sweet person! im sorry the light power company turned off your lights.. Thats awlful! people are crule. Its too bad it has to be that way, if only people would love more and hate less..

theres just not enough love in this world....


mommy

my favorite song
 

"What the world needs now
is love, sweet love
it's the only thing
that there's just too little of
What the world needs now
is love, sweet love,
no not just for some
but for everyone.

Lord, we don't need
another mountain,
there are mountains
and hillsides enough to climb
There are oceans
and rivers enough to cross,
enough to last
'til the end of time.

What the world needs now
is love, sweet love
it's the only thing
that there's just too little of
What the world needs now
is love, sweet love,
no, not just for some
but for everyone.

Lord, we don't need
another meadow
there are cornfields
and wheat fields enough to grow
There are sunbeams
and moonbeams enough to shine
oh listen, lord,
if you want to know.

What the world needs now
is love, sweet love
it's the only thing
that there's just too little of
What the world needs now
is love, sweet love,
no, not just for some
but for everyone.

No, not just for some,
oh, but just for everyone

I got an email last night and I started answering it and I didn't come back to this forum.

But what a nice thing to wake up to, the words to your favorite song.

Thank you.

You know what, you've just got to do more stuff that you love so that the mean people can't get to you.

There's someone on these forums that has been so mean to me... and when I let her get to me it makes me sick, literally. So I just have to do my own thing and not let her energy take away mine.

I love your song.

Thank you.

I agree with the words to your song. :)

I was kind of hoping I'd get to see you before I had to go to sleep. (I'm so tired.)

It would be so great if you posted another song... I'd really love to read another one.

I used to listen to music, then then... once I had a lot of nerve damage I didn't enjoy music the way I had before... and I've never been sure why.

Anyway, I thought I'd ask you...

(((((((((Mommy))))))))))

Mommy,

Like the others that have written here, I am so sorry that you have been so mistreated by others.

I'm glad to hear though that you are a Christian. You do know then that God loves you and wether you feel it or not right now, he does have great plans for you.

I would recommend two things to you that I believe will help you feel better.

First off, find other Christian friends. People who are there to lift you up not tear you down.

The next, get out of that house and find others who also have disabilities and are feeling low and give of yourself to help them. The more you help others thru your disabilitiy, the better you will begin to feel.

The Lord has a purpose for you no matter what condition you are in.

I pray that HE will show you that soon!

Peggy

I just love this song
 

He's Alive
Don Francisco


The gates and doors were barred
And all the windows fastened down
I spent the night in sleeplessness
And rose at every sound
Half in hopeless sorrow
And half in fear the day
Would find the soldiers breakin' through
To drag us all away

And just before the sunrise
I heard something at the wall
The gate began to rattle
And a voice began to call
I hurried to the window
Looked down into the street
Expecting swords and torches
And the sound of soldiers' feet

But there was no one there but Mary
So I went down to let her in
John stood there beside me
As she told me where she'd been
She said they might have moved Him in the night
And none of us knows where
The stone's been rolled away
And now His body isn't there

We both ran toward the garden
Then John ran on ahead
We found the stone and empty tomb
Just the way that Mary said
But the winding sheet they wrapped Him in
Was just an empty shell
And how or where they'd taken Him
Was more than I could tell

Oh something strange had happened there
Just what I did not know
John believed a miracle
But I just turned to go
Circumstance and speculation
Couldn't lift me very high
'Cause I'd seen them crucify him
Then I saw him die

Back inside the house again
The guilt and anguish came
Everything I'd promised Him
Just added to my shame
When at last it came to choices
I denied I knew His name
And even if He was alive
It wouldn't be the same

But suddenly the air was filled
With a strange and sweet perfume
Light that came from everywhere
Drove the shadows from the room
And Jesus stood before me
With his arms held open wide
And I fell down on my knees
And I just clung to Him and cried

Then He raised me to my feet
And as I looked into His eyes
The love was shining out from Him
Like sunlight from the skies
Guilt in my confusion
Dissappeared in sweet release
And every fear I'd ever had
Just melted into peace

He's alive yes He's alive
Yes He's alive and I'm forgiven
Heaven's gates are open wide
He's alive yes He's alive
Oh He's alive and I'm forgiven
Heaven's gates are open wide
He's alive yes He's alive
Hallelujah He's alive
He's alive and I'm forgiven
Heaven's gates are open wide
He's alive He's alive He's alive
I believe it He's alive
Sweet Jesus

Wow, that's a song? I never saw or heard it before.

Are you feeling better?

I'm glad I got to see you for a moment. :)

I'm so tired, though, that I have to crash.

((((((((Mommy))))))))

its a really great song, I love that song. its not a sad song its a happy song and it really happend.

if you want me to explain it to you let me know its all in the bible.

mommy

That's nice of you, mommy, thank you.

I grew up Catholic, though... I went to a Catholic grade school and Catholic high school with a convent across the street... so I do know the story.

I just had never seen or heard the song.

(((((((Mommy))))))

what other songs do you like?