please don't read unless strong, i have a rule i don't bring anybody else down with me...












i really don't see the point in carrying on. i mean...my kids don't even live with me atm, my late husband chose to end his own life...my life sux and i know i am unloveable and will never be anything else. where's the point in trying, i'm too damaged...amnesia, complex ptsd, bipolar, clinical depression, SAD...and can't even remember what other dx's coz of my stupid amnesia! where's the point any more?


sorry to bring anybody on a downer but i am SO tired of fighting!

and sincerest apologies to any mod who has to move this for it being in wrong place.

hi CJ pick up the phone and ring any of the counseling numbers and have a chat with someone Now vini

vini, i did, thanks for giving me the thought.

hi kj thats what friends are for hoping you are feeling better today, you have a lot of healing thats starting to happen so one thing at a time

vini