[babie_racer_in]

I feel my self falling ever so slightly. I was up on the surface of the world living my life and now I am sinking down into a hole. In this hole I can see up see what is happening around me and what I am doing but it is like I am not there in person. I know this feeling and I know that eventually I will be completely in the hole and in the dark. I want to crawl out but the effort is so great. It seems the imposible task. Why is it I let myself get to this state?
I am just posting my thought tonight.