[melxphantom]

i know i should have thought of this before i ran out of my meds. but i don't have health insurance anymore as i turned 22 a few months ago and im off my parent's insurance. now im trying to get medicaid. but it is just a big circle. in order to get my meds filled i need to see a doctor, and i need to see a doctor in order get some forms filled out so i can get medicaid. i dont know what im going to do. my appointment with a doctor is not until june, but i need my meds now. i don't have a job right now because of a neck and shoulder injury.
*vent*
i hate having seizures. it allows me to have no freedom. im 22 and im still living at home bcuz of this. and i wish i could go out and party and drink but i cant do that, and i cant even be around cigarrete smoke.

im just so mad and confused