[Cedar]

Hi to those of you I do not know and Hi to Porkette.
I am in need of support, my partner and I have lived in new england for over 15 years. we went to visit family of choice and got interested in a house there(florida) I could not for life of me decide whether to move or not. Had to decide as we made a deposit. so my partner said yes.

I was worried about loosing my doctor counselor and othersupport and my stability. Over the two months time my seizures increased, my anxiety increased etc. two days after the yes or no had to be made I relaized I Did not want ot move. We always have the option to sell the house, but it throws many hurdles in our path. So I am in need of understanding why this move idea was/is so hard for me.
All feed back is welcomed. Look forward to connecting with some of you. P.S. My memory and abiltiy to follow new information that is left brain kind of info is really hard for me is slipping alot lately and concerns me alot.
Thanks