When i was a child i had head trauma that triggered Epilepsy. Since then, i have been diagnosed with ADD and Depression as a teen, and i am consistently on medications and a lot more than when i was a child. I often have a horrible memory and it makes it hard for me to remember things and even think sometimes which makes studying hard, makes people think i am being ignorant, and selfish.

These memory blocks seem to contribute to delays of progression of success and doing important things. How do i overcome the memory thing? I do not want to be a failure, and want to be more self-sufficient, and i don't want those that i love to think i am being neglectful or rude when it is not the case.