[eva5667faliure]

dear friends

it has been a long overdue
people with whatever ailment
must be given a explanation
that leaves the patient
comfortable so they may ask
any question without a stigma
or fear from your doctor
no question a stupid question
i will always have hesitation after
the two cervical surgeries failed
in more suffering than ever before
with several new problems after
my second surgery
i have come to a point where
i just live with my pain take
medicine heavy duty med daily
this is my new life
slowly accepting it
in the middle of all this
breast cancer
i had a double mastectomy
awaiting results of breast
so treatment can be decided
it is a DNA test takes 3 weeks
way too much in limbo
spend most of my time
on "focusing on blessing"
it is a new home for me
helps in ways that forces
me to find things to be grateful
and it has done soooo good
after all major ailments addressed
pain pump is the next thing my
doctor gave me a script and referral
haven't gotten there yet
blessed a mamma of 4 great children
one still home with mamma
will return and write again
i wish you all relief of your sufferings