Hi,

I know this was posted a few months ago but I thought I would respond. First, I am so sorry for what you are coping with. It is truly frightening.

I wish that I had something concrete to help you/guide you. I think your best bet is going to be connecting with others who have been where you are and have found things that help. I had been researching neurofeedback and I am reading stories like yours so there must be some people who have found healing for themselves too.

Secondly, your symptoms sound like those that occur when the body endures a chronic stress reaction. I think you may have to become your own expert on the nervous system and chronic overactivation of the (I think) sympathetic nervous system.

Keep the belief alive that you can find your way to things that will help you.