My Dear friend Sal, I understand what you are saying. I hope you find the answer before you get yourself in a deeper sad feeling.

Your DD maybe embarassed to talk to you just now. Learning from experience. Just take care of yourself and say a little pray everyday for her.

I haven't forgotten my promise to write to you, but I have let myself to get back in that dark hole. ( meds not working )



Jappy:hug:

This should not be so, Mariel. See your Doc, please..:hug:

Thanks for caring, Sally. I did see pcp at my regularly scheduled monthly appt. yesterday. She can do nothing to help. She says I should get out of the state because of the smoke which will return again, from fires burning in NM and Colorado. I have to save money to finish two tooth implants and to go to Mayo for more p32 in the Fall, if I need it, so I could only afford it if my son helped. She said to ask him. I just wrote a letter to him, but he has always taken the position he will not help until I am completely out of money. He is supporting a family and saving for their college. I am trapped in a place which will be overcome by smoke unless God intervenes. Not too bad today but very bad two weeks ago.