I am starting to get to the bottom of some supplies like, stem enhance which helps you make adult stem cells. and some bio food, and some probiotic stuff. I called her office to ask if I needed new supplies (holding my wallet close) and she said "nope, once you finish that bottle, you are done. if you go back on antibiotics or some other med that throws you out of balance, I will want to remed you, but till then, I am pushing your body back in balance, and as it lands there, it will start taking care of its own needs. You wont need all this stuff all the time. Perhaps in the end you will have a mulit vit, some D and B12 with a bio food, but I cant imagine you being on more than that once we get you back to center. HURRAY! Some of this stuff is $100 per bottle so I am happy to hear that!

I walked IN THE HEAT today! Whooo! went up and down a pretty big hill. Had to rest at both ends, but I didnt go blind in the heat. I got fuzzy, but not blind. I was able to make the climb without resting during the climb. I was winded, but made it to the top. I am still not sweating properly. out on a hot day I should have been dripping, but I was dry when we came home. I was able to tolerate the heat.

I am doing as instructed and resting. I think I will play a video game to keep me interested and laying.

Week 3 day 6

Too hot to try to walk today and the neighborhood has turned ugly. One neighbor fighting with another, and when I stopped to ask one a couple of questions about the property behind my house (which HE sold me) the other neighbors called my house to leave snotty messages about how upset they were I was talking to that jerk. I am NOT 12! I have a mom and dont listen to her, why would I need YOU to guide me? It shook me and caused an avalanche of epinephrine and I shook for an hour. then I was upset that I was shaking. I felt washed out and it hit me that my adrenals really must be worn out if I reacted like that to emotional stress.

Slept well, woke early but ready to get up. I am enjoying some extra energy and may use it to clean my kitchen. My old housekeeper stopped by yesterday to visit and tell me she is still around if I want her. I said no thank you, cant afford you anymore. Then she announced she was pregnant. last time she was preggers it was the beginning of the end for us. She gets slower, and does worse work. im not paying for that. I will do my own and get it done right thank you.

I am sill pooping like a champion. I did have a big headache last night, but i went to sleep and let it ride. I am less off balance than I have been. Went to the small local grocery yesterday and DH remarked that i didnt constantly grab for him and I seemed steadier on my feet. I was walking instead of doing the frankenstein shuffle. I normally grip that carriage to keep me upright. He said he was watching me and thought me to be more secure in my walking and I wasnt grabbing for shelves or carriages to keep me up. I had not notice, but its true. Im not dragging my feet.

Visually I am still struggling, but its better than it was. If this keeps up I may go to church tomorrow. I normally wont go if its warm.

we are having x-class flares from the sun this weekend, or at least one. See spaceweather.com if interested. These affect weather, magnetosphere, and maybe human mood. A good weekend to stay inside as much as possible. Or if you go to church wear dark glasses and a brimmed hat, which may help, I'm not sure.

Week 3 day 6

Didnt think about the flares, but I bet that is what was bugging me.

Went to dinner last night. did a nice meal and was able to eat most of it. normally I get half way thru and dont want it. We went out to ice cream after and I had a ex-small baby cup.

I was impressed that its so hot and yet I didnt go blind, I didnt melt and we even stood in the parking lot after telling stories.

I came home and got a major headache. took some drugs and went to bed. I am feeling better, stronger, and more stable, but headaches happen in my world.

I'm sorry about the headaches, Dej.

ANN :)

Week 4 Day 1

I see the woman next week. She was booked and couldnt see me at exactly 4 weeks. She will be using that biocom 2000 machine, and other interventions to move me along other than just pills.

Whooo, had an MS kinda evening. Headache, visual migraine after visual migraine, buzzy foot, felt over tired, off balance, and exhausted. I spent the bulk of the day laying down. I slept and slept last night. I needed that. Feel some better today, but am holding out hope that its just all the detox I went thru pushing on me as my body relearns how to rebalance itself. Mebbe it can, mebbe it cant, we shall see.

I have run out of several meds now. thank goodness. it was a lot to handle chucking back so many in the am. She said she doesnt want to replace the ones I am out of so far.

its hot hot hot out there so I wont be going out, and we are expecting company, and my daughter is coming and the neighbors are behaving badly. Their house is on the market so we are praying they sell and we get saved.

my complexion is much better. my psoriasis is clearing, my dry eyes are much better, and still pooping like a big girl. I did have a big run of heart burn yesterday, but I am normally a burny girl.

Wow...hard to think that it has been 4 weeks already. Good for you Dejibo for sticking it out; especially through the roughest bits.
May your strength and stamina continue to increase so that it outshines the darker things.
Thanks for the daily updates. Even on days when my eyes aren't working well, your post is one that I do not skip reading.
You rock!
With love, Erika

UGH! felt craptacular today. ate some processed food that DH dragged home after his errands, and UGH! it upset my tummy, made me nauseous and I felt completely wiped out. ended up with a visual migraine, and a regular migraine. I cancelled some company and they will try again tomorrow. for today I rest.

I should have known better. it really tipped my tummy over. I hate that!

Week 4 Day 2

Felt bad last night. swollen glands, and uggy stomach. I think it was the greasy choice DH brought home, but who knows. I have been feeling wiped lately. I went to sleep and slept and slept. I needed that. my complexion looks better today, but I have bags under my eyes. was my face puffy before?it looks a bit...deflated.

Im really tired of pills, but I am running out of several bottles, so as I run out I knock 3 or so tabs off my breakfast.

Had several visual migraines yesterday. I was concentrating on a video game, so that probably didnt help me, but I cant live my life avoiding all my triggers, can i?

Told my company yesterday NO! I didnt feel well, so they are coming today. I reminded them I dont feel great and asked that they keep their visit short. Still not talking to the rude neighbors.

it was really hot yesterday so I didnt walk, but I felt tipsy anyway. Lets see what today brings.

Shouldn't you be feeling better by now? So far that's quite an expensive laxative you're taking..:eek: :hug: