Today is the day!

I had an overstimulation event last night. my computer had a virus, my new pressure cooker arrived and I was trying to get dinner on the table, a neighbor stopped by, a man who owes me money was calling, and my DH was talking LOUDLY on the phone while I was trying to hear a news story. AAAAHHHHHH! I flipped over the edge. I sent the company home, I accepted money from the man who owed it, I left my computer to rest, dinner was finally cooking itself, and then I went in my bedroom, took an ativan, closed the door and said "please leave me for a half hour" Husband was worried but I told him by the time the bell rang on the pressure cooker I would be better. and I was. Its funny. I used to do that everyday! now its rare. I dont miss that.

Packed the car with fresh water, snacks, things to shield us from the heat, and my suppliments are packed up. I ran out of two more bottles today. its so weird to see this tiny handful of meds that need to be swallowed instead of this pile.

Im dressed cool, im comfy, I slept well and im ready for my close up Mr. Demile. Will let you know when I can.