[KittyLady]

I have been having nerve pain in my legs for months now and Im starting to lose my mind with it. Neuro knows this as I told him about it in my last appt in Oct. He says Im already on amitriptyline for break thru pain, and any nerve pain med he would write for me I cant afford it anyway. For the first 20yrs of the stupid disease I didnt suffer pretty much at all. This past year Im totally making up for it with masive amounts of pain and weakness. I cant go one day without pain I use to believe in that saying "I have MS but MS doesnt have me", well my MS finally showed me just exactly how much it DOES have me and just how powerful it can be. DH will come into the room and see me hysterical and rush to my side to see whats wrong. I always snap at him "ITS THIS **** MS!" Between the nerve pain, the spasms, the jerking muslces, the drop foot, the swallowing probs, etc, Im going crazy, I truely think I am.