As always, thank you all for your kind words and support, it's so reassuring to know we have a place to let it out and not be looked at like we have two heads.....:grouphug:

I hope everyone had a blessed, happy Easter with your families and friends. It would have been nicer if the rain had stayed away (extra pain), but it was still wonderful to have my family here. All except my daughter in Arizona....a little too far away! My great-granddaughter had her first Easter Egg Hunt, in the house, and she caught on pretty quickly. Had her bag pretty full of plastic eggs and she didn't want to put it down.....no way. She's 15 months old and of course, a cutie.:rolleyes:

My ex was here too.....we can remain friends, just not married. They used to join in the family get-togethers, but then his wife passed away two months ago. She had lupus, but got an infection along with pneumonia twice. After being in the hospital since before Christmas, the infection went to her brain and her body was too worn out to fight it. She was 69. Naturally it was kind of tough for my ex today, a few teary moments, but being a Christian, he/we have the hope of seeing each other throughout eternity.:heartthrob:

I didn't mean to offend anyone by saying that last sentence, just my personal belief.

Thanks all for being here............:grouphug:

Judy, glad your Easter was nice. We didn't have a
party/dinner, but Family was here.:)

Hey, after DH passed, his 1st wife (6 yrs) and I (36 yrs),
communicate..talk. e-mail.:D

I guess knowing people are here and love you, helps a lot even though we can't make you physically feel better....so.... I really hope it gets a little better for you soon.

Sorry, babe,