OH Ewiz...as several others have already told you......YOUR NOT ALONE MY FRIEND!!!

I ususally can muster the energy on the weekends when DH is home cuz I just enjoy doing things with him....but today...this weekend.....I just cant .....between lack of sleep, no bm's, and the spasticity thats over comming my body right now....I dont give a s*** about anything....cant get my mind wrapped around even making me some toast.......it sucks..........
I do have a couple things comming up this month that I am excited about...and when that time gets here I will hopefully have it under control....
but as for today...I feel useless, worthless and could really care less about anything to be honest...........

sleeping pill+pain pill and go back to bed....sounds like a plan to me.......
I hate winter..............and I know that has alot to do with it....the cold weather is kickin my butt.........
BRING ON THE SPRING!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hugs to all...and dont let my whinning and negative attidude cauze you any foul mood.....just remember.....most of the time I am a happy go lucky kinda gal.......

THIS TO SHALL PASS...........

yes, And I dont even work. Im a stay at home mommy right now.
Im always so tried. Summer or winter.
but the fatiuge is enough to depress anyone.
Duiring the week while my kidos are in school,I get them ready and take a nap. So basicly I sleep 14 hours in 24 hours.

How strange life can be, Wiz. At 9:00 I would have said, "Yes, definitely!" That changed at 9:01 and I am filled with relief and joy and have a new outlook. The weather here is about as nasty as it gets, 2° and whiteouts with 35mph winds and I just don't care anymore. I'll be praying for you, my friend, this time of year can be so overwhelming in all the wrong ways.:hug:

It's amazing, my body is the worst it's ever been and my doc says not to expect any improvements. I'm actually shopping for an assisted living situation now, but I can't let it get me down. This is the hand I was dealt so I either have to play it or fold.

I've felt this way - but it usually doesn't last long. There have been a few days when I never changed out of my nightgown - just took a shower and put it right back on. Thinking back those were cold, rainy days. But I typically like that kind of weather just as much as I like the sunny weather.

Since I have begun working from home it has helped SO much with my fatigue. I no longer have to get up and be ready to go within a certain time frame. I think this has helped with my overall outlook, too. I can remember when I worked full time in the office I was dragging my butt everywhere I went.

WOW Wiz! You nailed it! Ever since I got home from DD's, I cannot motivate myself to do much of anything. I don't work outside the home, but I couldn't even imagine dragging my tail out to work right now.

I think alot of my problem is the ever changing weather. It can change 30 degrees in one day. It's tormenting my body something fierce. I think we are all ready for Spring. I'm glad you started this thread; it makes me feel like I'm not alone in feeling BLAH. But, my DS told me yest, when I was complaining... that I have been very negative lately and need to be more positive. I needed to hear that.

Take care Wiz.... rest when you can, and who knows?? Maybe we'll lunch again in the Spring. I'll bet I can find a worthy lunch partner, too.

(Good attitude Cin~~ With all your struggles, you still push forward and get through the rough times.) Maybe, just maybe, I'll learn that too.:winky:

Last night I said that I felt a bit off, and like I was about to get some vertigo or something.


dangit if I wasnt right. :mad:

I woke up at 8am and someone had turned on the vertigo switch in my brain. I slept a little longer, and got up about an hour ago (11am), and it feels like whoever's messing with the vertigo switch might have turned it down a bit, but I still feel like a stumble bunny.

and I think I have a baclofen hangover. ick!

and I've got a date today with my boyfriend today. ohgeeze, all I wanna do is sleep now.

I managed to crawl into the bathroom and stand under the shower and I even got to wash my hair, but even the cool water of the shower feels like it sucked the life out of me. I hate coffee, but I'd go drink some if my parents hadnt switched to decaf last month.

and to make everything worse, the girl "stuff" is happening and that's just adding to the crappiness factor.

I need to digging thru my drugs to find some Meclizine or Dramamine...I feel icky.

Oh Wiz, I understand completely. I have a lousy cold right now, so I'm using that for an excuse, but the truth is, life has become too much of a chore and not enough fun.

Maybe the first spring blossom will bring me out of this. I sure hope so.

You are so right Cindy, it's all in the attitude and I wish I had your control over it. It must be the dang cold....yeah, that's it.

It'll get better, Wiz, I'm sure of it. Let's concentrate on that and march forward, like good little soldiers..:D

:hug:

Here in New Hampshire, we get snow by the foot, and have had record snow fall this season. Around october, the sun goes into hiding, and we dont see it again till April or so. its grey, cold, dark, and gets dark quickly as the afternoon passes. it makes it seem like the day flew by before you could get anything done!

I too am waiting for some sun, and longer days to help rebalance my head.
I love, love, love the snow! I am just finding this year hard to take with the record snow fall. my day is centered around removing snow, or removing the salt that came into the house on shoes. I am not a sun worshiper by any means, but would at least like to see it!

:hug: Me, too!

I just call it a touch of cabin fever, some winter 'blahs'. This season seems tougher as I'm trying to make some momentous decisions in my life....it's not helping the blahs! I've been waffling between, anger, irritability and guilt. I know springtime will be here sooner than later, and the fresh air and getting outside will help me overcome most of this.

Just wanted to post and reply and tell you that I completely understand. It's also almost 3pm and this seems to be the time of day lately where I just want to crash!

:hug:

I actually can relate Wiz. Here lately it can be a real struggle for me to get into anything. I truly have to give myself a swift kick to get going, a little attitude adjustment of sorts.

The weather has a lot to do with it for me. All I want to do is hibernate. I think I was up a total of 4 or 5 hours yesterday, between all the several hour long naps I took. Today it *may* be a little better. We'll see when I get through eating lunch. Of course due to the weather my ISP keeps kicking me offline, so if it keeps up I may just go into hibernation mode again and sleep for a few hours.

Just remember, tomorrow is another day. :hug: