Hiya,

I thought i would let you all know of a break through ive made, some of you will have already reached this point when you have been faced with the situation i have found myself (i posted earlier- 'can anybody help me please!')

I have been a positive, optimistic person in life and taken the holistic approach to health care over the years with success, but over the past several months found myself more and more relying on doctors and neurologists to give me the answers, (which they didn't ) and they gave me less hope and made me feel terrible about myself, focusing on finding a dx and driving myself crazy.

Those medics i have seen have given me no hope and told me to live with what is happening to me, i have left their department with my head battered by what they have said. I have always believed that there is either hope or no hope, but no hope must surely only be once you are dead, so there is and must always be hope,sadly the doctors and those i have seen have only given no hope, which is when ive gone away feeling as if i am dead or may as well be.

Yesterday I went to see a lovely lady, a homeopath and i have no idea if the treatments will make any difference in that way, rather like any other form of treatment. As you can take a remedy for a cold that goes after a few days ,but it may have gone by itself or not, so was it the remedy?

The point is that she was positive and gave me hope, she was understanding and acknowledged how ill i have been and that i am struggling and that i could feel better than this,

i realised i had gone off down a path for a dx seeing the doctors and neurologists and hadn't been looking at getting well or keeping myself feeling ok, it had made me half the person i was and that wasn't just the illness that was my state of mind, brought on by the attitudes of those i was relying on to help me.

I have a re-newed viewpoint which has made me feel brighter about everything and this is without any treatment so far, (i haven't started the homeopathic treatment yet)

Connecting up with the right people is so important, the people that will lift you up and not bring you down.

Always have hope, there is always hope. It is loosing that hope that makes us feel so bad and having hope makes you feel like you can go on.

take care of yourselves, much love and best wishes xx