OK so the pain med issue------I think they want to overlook everything I am going thru and admit me to an ADCARE facility....Lets talk about doing stuff backwards---With all my issues the facility did not really want me------But if this happens-----I will take the Practice to court for Mal Practice----

Lets see it this way---My health has been Hell----The standard of my health care never reaching sub par---------I was left in a Migraine for almost a week all the while waiting on my script------I lost sensation in my whole left side---Started in my upper then proceed to my lower extremities---Now I call the Doctors office------The nurse told me I could come in about 4:15--It was 11:35 when I called---When my paper work made it to the Doctor he called---At 12:00 thank God he checked his box before lunch had me come in immediately----I was hospitalized 4 or 5 days----Imagine that---The nurse wanted me to wait all that time---I could have been having a stroke--DUH

--So now The insurance wont cover ADCARE which is fine-----ALL I NEED IS PAIN RELIEF----And guess what---The Dr still has not called----some associates did----

ADCARE---How will they deal with your medical issues if we take you off everything?-----Answer from the Practice, Um I dunno?---My words... But it was pretty close-----

So I litterely have been left to rot----

I want to come at the Doctor with harsh words---IE Doctor Abandonment--this would be 2 times----He changed my meds NEVER consulted me---So everything went outta whack-----My wife wants to be ez---That is Negligence---Since he lowered what was working then I can not get a hold of him-----This new issues have nothing to do with me-----His call or mistake caused it---Now I am paying dearly ---Maybe with my life-----Definitely with my allegiance to my wife and others----That will be unalterably scarred----

But hey this has been the way things for me has gone for 2 years in 3 days 5 months------I must have been a real jerk ---This is some universal payback---

All this said----What recourse do I really have with the Docs-----I am really not a drug seeker------As I said----I could get way better drugs if I wanted to----But being in Law--I would not do that-----

I just do not know what will become of me?

HELP----please....I need to know where I stand with the medical community---My Dr---Was ex---took him back---Will be ex soon-----But what should I do?

Luv ya Pete u know that, but you are scaring the hell out of me you sound as if you are willing to give up the fight and that isn't the Pete I know. Find a new doctor hell it took me 6 or 8 before I found one I really liked. I understand your pain..really...u know I do, but I will not let u give in to it either! You know I am always a phone call or text or email away.

Pete, I agree with what Renee said, it sounds as though you are wanting to give in on the good fight and you just can't do that!!!!! I know life seems as though it is really tough for you right now but trust me, you will find a good doctor who will take care of you and get your health issues back on track sometime soon ... it might take a while but you WILL get there!!

I totally understand how frustrated and angry you are feeling, I had to go to 5 different hospitals before I got an accurate diagnosis and must have seen about 50 doctors and many a times, I just felt like giving in as I felt as though the Doctors didn't believe me or didn't want to help me but trust me, when you find the doctor that takes really good care of you, it is really worth all of the waiting that you did!!!

You really need to find a good Doctor who will take care of you and take the time and effort to listen to you ... it might even mean that you have to dig a little bit to find a suitable doctor as that is what we had to do. My mum was forever calling Doctor's offices and Hospitals but trust me, it was well worth all of the hassle in the end when we got in to see a doctor who actually cared about me and my health!!

You can't give in and we wont ever let you do that ... you are important and we need you as much as you need us!! I know it might not feel like it at this moment in time but trust me, life IS worth living and things will get better for you one day - they just have to!!

If you ever need a shoulder to lean on, we are all here for you and always will be.

Take care of yourself and please, please don't do anything stupid!!!

Pete

I hope today brings new hope and answers for you and your wife. I know you're struggling right now but we are always here for you....whatever the circumstances. Please.....hang in there and just know that we understand.

Read the signature line of Ali's post....."To the World you may be one person, but to one person, you may be the World." I swear I think she's 40 years old and just pretending to be 13!! She's wise beyond her years!

Lol, everyone always says that they think i'm about 40 not 13 - no-one can ever believe that I am only 13 and I am forever getting told i'm so much older and must be lying lol. I swear, i'm only 13 ... well I hope I am anyhow!

Pete - We are all here for you whenever you need a shoulder to lean on but please, don't give in! I know it might not feel like it at the moment but trust me, life IS worth living and one day, things will get better ... they just have to and I have faith that they will!

I am keeping you in my thoughts and hope that 2009 is a much better year for you and your family!

i lose they win--i will be hospitalized for about 2 weeks starting tommorrow

miss you---you all have been so nice------this 2 weeks is going to----------Ali is her--no bad words from mr dirty mouth-------if i can text you nea i will------i am going to need mass support

James,

I really hope and pray that the 2 weeks in hospital will help you and that you will get things sorted real soon - you don't deserve to be going through any of this and I really hope that you get the help you so obviously need.

I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers and if you are able to get on the computer, we would love to hear how you are getting on. I wish you the very best of luck and I hope things go well for you.

Will you have access to a laptop while you're hospitalized? Can you still check in with us? We'll worry ya know! If not....don't worry about it. You've got lots of prayers surrounding you. You do not deserve to be going through all this. Please.....just keep up the fight and let them know you're not backing down until they give you the help you deserve.

Still praying for you,Pete. I hope you get the help you need while in the hospital and they get to the bottom of what's going on with you, and causing your pain,etc.

Oh, good, I hope this will be your help.

I will be thinking of you and sayin a little prayer, each day, for you.

Definately rent a laptop, while you're there. We need daily reports.