[Jappy]

Since the remodeling is still going on in the house and I haven't been
feeling well for a couple of months I haven't been posting.
I have been reading some posts when I feel up to it.

I went to the new Neuro today to get the results of the vision test
and the latest MRI. News was not to good.

My last MRI was in 2007 of Oct. This mri shows more lesions have
appeared and some are lit up like a christmas tree.

I have been having problems. Symptoms all getting worse. I know I
don't have to repeat to you the symptoms ms can cause from head to toe.

He wants to put me on Rebiff. In the 25 yrs. since I was dx I have never
been on any of the drugs. Refused to take them. Now I just don't know
what to do. Part of me is saying do it and the other side NO

How many of you are on Rebiff or have been on it? I also don't like the
idea of the side effects and giving myself a needle.
I feel bad enough, why do I want to make myself feel worst. I don't know
what to say. My mind is just going around in circles hearing that things
are not that good.

Have been under a lot of stress since my move from NJ to Kentucky.
Fixing the house the way I want it to be and still things are not finished
I am told that it should be done in two weeks. The bad weather this winter
caused a lot of the delays.

I asked about LDN. I thought he was going to fly out of his chair.
"Absolutely NO" As you know some drs. won't acknowledge that it does help
but being a drug that has not been proven under their quide lines
"It is not good"

Thanks for letting me blast out. I am just going to have to reach deep
down in my soul to see what I decide to do. Also know I will get a lot of
help from you guys.

Jappy