Yesterday I played soccer, i know it may have been stupid but i couldnt help myself.

It was quite cold out yesterday,i wouldnt have played if it were hot.

But today i forgot i was supposed to help with some meeting thats going on at my house, some senior forum class for next year that my uncles mom is directing, and im babysitting the kids while they eat and talk about it.

I came home and directly took a nap, knowing i would be tired. I was tired because it was 93 today and it was killing me. I wasnt tired until it started to get very hot.

So i was sleeping, woke up to my aunt yelling at me about how dirty my room is, and that how disrespectful i was, and that I knew i had to babysit tonight and i shouldnt have played. She was talking about it like she knew how it felt. It was pissing me off.

I feel okay now, i wasjust very irritated and needed sleep sand she was just acting like she knows what its like to live with this.

Hope your all well.