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So moments of honesty finally with Daughter. As I am balled up in pain from Pleurisy and even cried begging her to use her Voice with Doctors to MOVE my case along. She replied if you promise you won’t get angry at me. I said but don’t you see that I am scared when my breathing is so bad. And yes it can come out as Anger. It is so hard to keep my self safe when my body is failing in new ways regularly. I had my Paster tell me once he never saw someone so patient after he watched me not miss a beat as my young daughter broke my watch clasp and I caught it before it fell to the floor while we were talking to him. Actually I have become scared of my daughters and it feels awful. I think some of their anger is fear too. Fear of losing their last living parent. So daughter did call and Mychart a message to my pulmonologist and the calls came early the next morning. Sculptor 44