I have been in denial for a few months..I was referred to and was diagnosed this past July...I followed all appointments and tests...did well until about Oct....went into full denial..stopped my meds....ignored the symptoms...also missed my last doctor's appointment.....This past week, I have realized that I can't ignore this anymore because of my falling and slurred speech...I started back on my meds...(just take mestinon 90 three times a day)...I call my neurologist this past Monday to see him and explain what is going on..he is out of the office on Monday so I leave a message that I need to see him because I am feeling bad....no reply by Tuesday afternoon until I call his office again....they said that he said that he would see me next week on Jan 7.

Have I screwed up? I feel so bad and really wanted to see him before next wednesday. The meds are helping me a little bit...But I am scared that I have screwed up with this doctor.