The staff person from the surgeon's office left a message for me on my home phone. She made my appointment with the obgyn for December 2. I am very upset.

Today has been the most painful, and here I am up again in the middle of the night.

I'm going to try to call one of the surgeon's offices and get something going. I am supposed to see her on Tuesday, but it is supposed to be after the obgyn.

So now I'm not only apprehensive about the surgery, I am frustrated. I cannot postpone anymore. Christmas will be here soon.

mama