Hi everyone. Looking for some help and little support for my back problems. I was injured at work and have under gone 4 epidurals, joint block and discogram. Final decison by my surgeon... 2 level fusion from l4-s1. Let me tell ya just typing that has made me cry, every time I talk about it, think about it i cry. Very scared and worried. In alot of pain everyday, taking lots of narcotics, antinflammatory, and muscle relaxors(horrible leg cramps). I am waiting for work comp to agree to surgery, been a long 6 months of physical therapy, drugs, as well as procedures. I guess hope surgery will help. I'm worried about what it will be like after surgery. I'm seeing my surgeons associate in week, both of them will be in the surgery, I believe this is because of my disc are herniated as well and both herniations going different ways and in my nerve canal as well as on my nerves, just seems like a big surgery. Any advice anyone has would be greatly appreciated. I have lots of questions, thanks