[Axelle]

Hi,
i'm 25 and everyday i keep asking the same question...is MY life worth living?! I lost my dad when i was 14. He died of cancer. My dad's death was a complete shock for me and it took me a lot of time to get throug it. At 18 i met my husband and i was completely in love.i did everything for him i lived for him even if he was very bad to me...i always forgave him!we married and it last one year later! I was crushed and suffered from sever depression by the way my mum died which made my dépression worst.i've been trying to commit suicide 3times since. I'm now seeing a psychatrics and take lots of medicine and i'm fed up coz i see no results! I still feel bad and can't see how i can move on with my life!

[cally]

YES your life is so worth living there so much wonderful things for you got to believe in yourself be stronge have faith join the support group here please they are wonderful people that can help give it a try cally

[Axelle]

Hi ,
thanks a lot for your support Cally. Actually i'am on camcolite which acts as a mood stabiliser. I started it 4 month ago. Has anyone ever be on camcolite? Did it really work and most of all was it any side effects? I myself is suffering from severe headache rigtnow!

Thanks a lot to you all

[cally]

you stay strong you need to talk come on here great people here alffe has a support group if you want to check it out or if you want to talk im here to things will get better i know it hurts but you have to hang in there the world has wonderful things if ya give a chance cally

[melanie123]

Yes it is! Life is not easy but who said it was? My dad just passed away from cancer, lost my job, lost my house and my car broke down. You have to keep fighting there are some people that wake up every day in a hospital bed with an illness pain and suffering everyday! Waking up everyday, especially healthy is a blessing! Finding your compassion for others will help you, PUT YOUR ENERGY IN SOMETHING POSITIVE LIKE CANCER RESEARCH! I find helping others is the best healing you can do for yourself!

[Darlene]

Axelle,

Nice to see you have decided to come be with us.

I was 18 when I lost my dad and even to this day I miss our fun times together. I too have lost my mother, is heart breaking to lose our parents. But we have to take it one day at a time. As you can tell there are great number and caring fellow members here to assist you. Our shoulders are here for support in many ways. Just let us know if we can be of any help. CHeck out the following for assistance:

http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum29.html

http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum51.html

Again welcome, looking forward to seeing you around. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Darlene

[Prof de Rien]

Originally Posted by Axelle

Hi,
i'm 25 and everyday i keep asking the same question...is MY life worth living?! I lost my dad when i was 14. He died of cancer. My dad's death was a complete shock for me and it took me a lot of time to get throug it. At 18 i met my husband and i was completely in love.i did everything for him i lived for him even if he was very bad to me...i always forgave him!we married and it last one year later! I was crushed and suffered from sever depression by the way my mum died which made my dépression worst.i've been trying to commit suicide 3times since. I'm now seeing a psychatrics and take lots of medicine and i'm fed up coz i see no results! I still feel bad and can't see how i can move on with my life!

hello (again) axelle --

you were nice enough to welcome me here, so let me now wish you well, too. i do not have any answers for you, i doubt anyone does. almost every day i ask myself whether life is worth living. the proof that it is must be in the annoying repetition of the question itself!

life can be wonderful and it is that potential that i hang on to. if i ever get a concrete answer to the big questions, i will rush here to tell you. you must promise to do the same!

i am sorry that your parents died while you were still young and perhaps still needing them. no one can take their place but hopefully there are people who care for you and stand with you. they pop up throughout life, are one of life's greatest gifts.

bon courage!

prof

[azoyizes]

Of course your life is worth living! I think NT is a great place for you to get help. All of us on here have a neurologic disorder or two. Most of us have had people we love die. All of us have chosen to keep going. All of us find relief in the forums from people going through the same thing.

There are a lot of friendly, caring, and helpful people here who at least will give you a shoulder to lean on. We care!