I'm glad you found NT, because there are people here who know what you're up against. They will help sort it out. The main thing right now is to try to take just right now, now.

Believe me, the end of your life will get here. Mine too! Try to slow down. I've never had anything but oral surgery either & face some too. It's really scary.

But you're not there yet.

One of our community contact people with link you to the right forums & you'll meet people who can start helping. They are caring, generous, knowledgable. This is a good place to be.