[Justice]

Hey,I'm Justice,I read through some threads and saw the one on situational indicators for what could cause someone to become suicidal,and I'm also Bi-Polar.But as I read through them I was amazed at how accurate they were,because I fall under 10 of them right now.It scares me,because the thought has crossed my mind,but I've been fighting it off with what energy I have,which isn't much.I joined for support to help me keep fighting it,because I believe there is much more strength in numbers.I did lose my Father to a heart attack,my best friend is moving away,and I was just diagnosed with a terminal illness and I'm in my early 30's.There's so much more that I can't get into right now without getting too upset.But I'm hoping I can get support here,and maybe I can help some others to.I learned a lot from my Dad,he was a Psychologist,Ph.D. I'm just scared right now,cause my whole life has been flipped upside down.

[Jomar]

Hello Justice-
Welcome to our forum.
Sorry to hear of your losses and the illness dx.
We have many forum topics and caring members here.
If you need any help finding your way around here just give a holler.

[Ellie]

Welcome Justice! I hope you make your way around the forum with ease and discover that you've found a new 'second home' that is loaded with as many friends as you're willing to accept.

I'm very sorry to hear of your recent losses and health problems. I am happy you found us and hope you decide to stay and give everyone a chance to help you get through this rough time.

[Chemar]

hello Justice

so sorry to hear of all you have been suffering

there are many members here who understand.
You will find some of them in our Survivors of Suicide Forum at http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forumdisplay.php?f=29

and others in our BiPolar Forum at
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forumdisplay.php?f=38

I know you will find much caring support here

[Justice]

THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT,IT'S HARD FOR ME TO BE THE ONE NEEDING IT.I AM A MODERATOR ON A DIFFERENT WEBSITE,HELPING TEENS,AND YOUNG ADULTS TO KEEP FROM CUTTING,AND HARMING THEM SELVES.BUT FOR ME TO START ASKING FOR HELP,I FEEL WOULD MAKE THEM FEEL I'M NOT STABLE ENOUGH TO HELP THEM,WHEN I'M REALLY GOOD AT WHAT I DO THERE.IT'S JUST A LOT DIFFERENT TO ADVISE YOURSELF,THEN TO GIVE ADVICE TO OTHERS.SO THANKS FOR BEING HERE!

[kimmydawn]

(((((((((((((( Justice ))))))))))))))))

Even those of us that find ourselves caretakers need support as well. We have to take care of us to be able to give for others. I've learned this the hard way.

I'm so sorry for your loss.

We're here and listening.

Also, don't hesitate to post at psychcentral.com We have some really caring people over there as well. DOUBLE the support for you.

Don't hesitate to PM if you need. I'm an admin here and an admin at a mental health website, so I understand your need to maintain yourself for others. It can be a difficult balance, but again, we're here for you.

KD

[Justice]

I GOT A VIRUS ON MY LAPTOP,SO MY INTERNET IS OUT AT HOME,SO I WON'T BE ACTIVE FOR A LITTLE WHILE,BUT I'LL BE BACK WHEN MY DESKTOP ARRIVES.JUST WANTED TO CHECK IN AND LET YOU ALL KNOW I'M OKAY,I'M JUST WITHOUT INTERNET ACCESS RIGHT NOW.I'M AT THE LIBRARY RIGHT NOW SENDING THIS MESSAGE.YOU GUY'S HAVE BEEN A REAL SUPPORT,AND I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE YOU HANGING,WONDERING WHAT HAPPENED TO ME. I'LL BE BACK A.S.A.P.!

[Justice]

I GUESS NOBODY REALLY NOTICED I WAS GONE,BUT I'M BACK! I HAD TO GET A NEW LAPTOP BECAUSE OF THE VIRUS THAT TOOK OUT MY OLD ONE! I'M STILL NEW HERE,SO I DON'T REALLY KNOW HOW TO GET MORE ESTABLISHED HERE,BUT I'M TRYING.ANY ADVICE?

[Jomar]

I saw your other post so I figured I'd reply when you came back.
we have a new thread with info and the main topic page link here it is-
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/sh...ad.php?t=18185

[kimmydawn]

I noticed. I was waiting for your return and I'm glad you're back!!!

I'm glad you got a new laptop. I just got my first one.

How are you feeling? I'm glad you're taking bigger steps at your self-care.

I'm here and listening, hoping you a good day.

KD