[PJPain]

It has been an 8 Year Battle. Going From Your Nuts to Oh My Starts You Have MS-to 2-3 Opinion of NO. Then Came Your Crazy And Sir, We Have Really Nice Folks To Speak With In Nice Pastel Rooms. Counselors Speaking Monotone too.

All The While 2006 Became 2013. I put myself back in reasonable shape & Somehow wen back to work.

As I wasn't gr8 I was somewhat better but more importantly I was in Good shape For some-(Not my Prior Shape)But The outside appearance and size easily fooled many. I also Passed My PT Exam-Pheew

So Back to Work in Law Enforcement.
OK
I had my Share of Issues, I share my story with one super he was cool to bad he moved on & I had to as/well;

This is where My I Guess Flare Up Began-I also had a not so cool Supervisor.
Up to then I just had (((Issues))) Super 1 understood Super2 Could give a rats tail.

Well I had to separate--As I was In a BAD WAY--I had a PC whom was gr8 with letters terrible with what's going on.

My 3rd trip to the Local ER & By Divine Inspiration This young Doc she asks me if I ever Heard the word Scleroderma Sclerosis-Uhh I answer No: Not having a clue to where she was going or who she was.

She Introduced herself-Mentioned that She was passing through and I caught her eye so she asked for my info-

This one stat she said was not supposed to be there-It as there 3 years no one noticed. She Explained to the Folks to do this this and this-Wouldn't you now I tested for Scleroderma Sclerosis again!

Took Xrays found spots-Now I was Dumfounded I GAVEUP--I needed Pain relief AND BADLY---They took me aside and gave me the rundown

Also Apologized because fro 2006 on I was the freak show of issues-Docs thinking I Guy whom Arrests Drug Dealers, Whom Up to 2006 Still Played Sports-Shot Competitively turned whiner for pin meds-Let his body Break Down-And Was IN-Out In Out Of the WORK I love...


My name is PJ------------is there a spot for me here? Not sure where to put this introduction. Not really Even sure what Scleroderma Sclerosis is?

08-14 is what 6 years when I was young It took my Mum about the same time frame to get a DX on Lupis Weird huh


OK if someone can tell e where to go--Or is this the right place I'd be happy


DXd 12-12-2012 after 6years of craziness job loss-being accused of drug seeking-tears and loss of a life I once called normal/

Thanks for reading-And for telling me there is no area for me or I fit in at?????

This Is My Hello--And At least NOW The Docs Eat Pie Or Apologize or do the Uh Uh Uh Uh Well--As the Doc whom Found the Abnormality said--Ask The ALL How they missed that So y PC got an email-Others are in the works.

I see Actually seen The Rheumatoid Doc already---So Im Happy But How can you be when ----You Know. Tiz a double edge sword-

TOOK up enough space-Was in Pain and awake--So I said--I now really fit in


PJ Saying You Folks Made me stick it through as I read and stayed to myself---I admire All/Yall----Good Night and Oh Where do I belong? Not sure what this disease falls under THANK PJ