[drea']

I'm new, (and old) in my world. People say my brain don't work right. But they also won't help me. Am I truly doomed and have to give up? I cannot believe that. After everything I've been through and I am still fighting and hanging on, probably just like alot of you. We, as ill individuals (not bad people) were put here on earth just like everyone else. Without requesting it or picking the circumstances to our chosen situaton of life, and we deserve to live as comfortably as anyone. I just want to feel and function decently, and I guess some people think that that thier maid needing an hour off is a crisis.
My crisis...... Is surviving this terror I face daily and nightly non-stop. Bi-polar, BPD, OCD, they have labeled me easily. But then they get scared of treating me. If there's no hope for me then alot of people are in trouble, because I know I am not the only one and know there is someone or something out there that knows more and can and will help. I HOPE !!!
For all of us suffering personally and for the ones suffering around us.
I think that maybe, we need to stick together to fight, because can anyone truly understand this that doesn't or hasn't at some time suffered. Alot cannot be explained. The feelings, the rage, in my oppinion are something that needs to be felt to be understood. And something very important, Whether it's real or not it's real to me and that should matter, especially those unreal things that feel real at the time, that tell's me IT"S GETTING TO A DANGEROUS And SERIOUS level, and I hope there's hope for me.