hi i really need a friend right now i am in a bad time in my life and have got to find somebody to talk to b4 i go crazy. I am sad all the time and it seems that nothing makes it better i have 3 beautiful boys that should make me feel like life is worth living but i dont feel that way sometimes i feel as though they would be better off without me because i am so sad all the time my children have seen me cry and be upset more than they have seen me laugh and be happy i dont even remember the last time i was truley happy. I want to get that back people ask me what will make me happy but i dont know. i need to talk to somebody who understands how i feel and understands how it feels to be sad and crying all the time i am crying as i type this...Please help me.