[vertigo]

Hello everyone,
I have been in the foggy land some months, its a wonderful feeling to leave this land and discover the other life again.
My friends are still here, the other ones is not here, I have learned to accept the P.D. , I feel free. I believe that I can have some good years if I respect myself , my dignity.

Charlie has been a patient whipper, telling me not to give up,use my doctor and get the right medication. He demanded me to go outside every day, no excuse, no may bee, - you have to.
At last I understood, I have P.D., I have a choice , I have to it myself. It is my body, my life . It is a strange feeling , I feel free, I will live , my old life "good by".

My children will think that I have become strange and irresponsible, - but I will do it my way. They will be there, but not in the center anymore.

Thank you to Charlie , being concrete and unsentimental , pushing me.
Love and good feelings to everyone in the Forum.

annelise