[mamafigure]

I had surgery today. They found a ruptured ovarian cyst. I cried for hours before the surgery. I was that scared. They were good, but wouldn't let Kevin go to the operating room with me, and I was totally terrified.

Anyway, I got home. They didn't give me any pain meds, so have had a few tylenol with no effect. I went to bed and suddenly got very scared, darkness? A bad week? Who knows.

Well, finally I got through that, and for the last few hours every time I try to doze I wake up not being able to breathe. What's with that? I am afraid to go to sleep. I somehow managed to get into the living room and to the couch. It hurts, but I can handle it, at least for now. I would like to sleep, however.

Any suggestions?

mama