[Nervous]

In August, I had to give up my fitness routine due to money concerns, and decided to take up a little jogging in its place. My "jogging" is more like a shamble -- I think I walk faster than I jog -- but it seemed like a good way to get some cardio.

The foot pain that led to my SFN diagnosis had all but resolved, thanks to magnesium and other supplements, but the jogging brought it back. With a vengeance. Now, my foot feels like I have a broken metatarsal bone. But it only hurts when I walk, so, as far as pain goes, it is not as bad as some of my other SFN symptoms. I hope the foot pain will resolve itself.

All of this is by way of saying: Jogging? Am I in denial about my disease? What made me think that I could take up jogging? I must be an idiot!

Also, I've recently returned to a full schedule of work. This is the first real work schedule I've had since my diagnosis. It's tough. By Wednesday night, I'm exhausted. Every day I wonder how much time I have left before my disease makes things unmanageable. Maybe we all do.