I hear you. Sometimes I feel the same way. Just what am I still here for? I have 5 auto immunine diseases, and I am a burden to my son. Both physically, and emotionally. I try to keep burried in books as a distraction. I come here for mutual support. Try to keep my head on straight. Quality of life is different for everyone. I sure can't define it. I still can sit on my butt and garden. I still can create mosaics to a degree. I am limited with time on both endeavors. I do pray alot. I suppose if there is still some enjoyment in life, with some activity that a person enjoys, thats good. Try to see some moment of good in each and every day. I try desperately not to worry about the future, think I would go nuts if I did that. Let me know what you think quality of life is, how do you define it? ginnie