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That's what I get for trying to tackle the rhetorical/philosophical angles; I'm danged if I do and danged if I don't. :o Doc |
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My emotional state is in a box a couple of rooms away from wherever I am so we aren't really on speaking terms. I have deleted a lot of posts after spending ages writing them because they were just...awkward? Offensive? Idiosyncratic? A really bad childhood prepared me to always expect the worst. It has advantages and disadvantages. |
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It takes courage to accept one's fate, especially if this includes a future potentially pain- filled days. You are a brave woman. Mary |
Susanne,
I know it can be so discouaging! I am not gonna tell you not to have those days or feelings because we ALL deal with them. Sometimes I will just get exhausted at the thought that I will be dealing with this for the rest of my life, I am only 45. When I start to focus on "the rest of my life" it does not take long before I am in a deep dark pit of self destruction. I encourage you the same way I encourage myself: one day at a time. And it it's a really bad day, then one hour at a time. I rejoice in the hours and days that are good because being positive does help in so many ways. There really IS hope. I find my hope in different ways every single day and some days are harder than others but without hope is despair. For me, my faith gets me through the darkest hours. I truly believe if God brought me to it He will bring me through it. :hug: |
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As to the exercise, well, I believe more than ever now that exercise and blood flow have a DIRECT impact on my PN. I had stopped exercising since my PN was getting worse and worse. It was horrid, the burning flares all night. Then I decided 2 weeks ago to pull out my chi machine and start using it twice daily, I kept thinking blood flow would help. Help it did. In the middle of a flare when I use it, the flare ends within 30 minutes. Result of using my chi I was feeling better so this week I started walking 2 miles again. Life it soooo much better. Sleeping through the night. I still believe hormones also impact my PN, getting worse right before my period then better once I start. For me, exercise and my chi machine have moved up in rank even over supplements. |
So glad for you, Stacy! Wow--two miles. (On treadmill again, or ground? Either way it's impressive.) Thanks for the encouragement for the rest of us trying to maintain or regain an exercise routine.
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Yes, treadmill. I can't go outside, too hot.
I notice when I stretch my toes, point then flex, there is a distinct line of color, almost where I can see the blood flow problem areas, while normal flow areas are white the problem areas red then when I stop flexing its all white, lol. I was unable to bend my big toes and the toe next to it on both feet, it would stay straight while the other toes curl/bend. I notice the more blood flow/exercise the better I can bend it. It is strange how the worse I felt the less I exercised, which is now apparent why the less I exercised the worse I kept getting. My nights are 95% better now. |
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