Wow, what a few days it has been. I feel like I died, came back to be tortured, and am slowly coming back to life.

Last night I tried to wean myself off of the water bucket as I cant live like that and I know its a bad cycle. I forced myself from 10pm to 4 am then gave in for my left foot.

At 7am did it again and praise God, still going strong. The cycle has been broken but I totally believe it was the niacin that sent me over the edge. I still believe I have EM all symptoms point to it. I am still going to neurologist. Today is my dr app with my primary he refused to give a referral without seeing me. Then I will get app for next doctor.

I think it took days for that niacin to get out. Im still not good but I have been confined to the couch for 4 days, just going to the bathroom would make them swell to balloons and flare. Today I got showered, used my chi machine, et and still ok, no water bucket just my fan now.

Thought I would let you all know.