[jakatak]

This is not....oh here he goes again post, but I actually feel like I'm possessed with a demon. I just don't know where to turn or what to do. I am so overwhelmed. I'm driving to work, and I get a burning in my left big toe. This is not where I had the "neuroma" removed on my left foot. I continue to drive, and I get a sharp pain in my left groin. I adjust my sitting and that pain goes away. The burning stops in the big toe, and I have been taking ibuprofen for my "bad back" the past few days. I believe it is SI joint dysfunction. The pain is settling down there, but I've had back trouble for years. No bulging disks...some stenosis, but the SI joint has been problematic for years. I just feel so lost and alone with this pain. Having a spouse is almost worse, because I just get tired of being in a crappy mood with her. It wears on her, and I know it. It is difficult to keep a smiling face. I would truly love to know what I really have. PN...referred pain from my back....some other disease. It is not fun.