I would hope not and know you live a fuller life then many C.
K i know that what your going through you have to think of
the future. When I get overwhelmed ,I must admit I igrnore
the very thing I need to do...I have to ask my brother not to tell
me how many are losing there homes in Mi. why it's heart breaking,
I lived there for years..In the 80's it happened in Mi.It's so hard as
you know K. What helps us oh shoot my heart goes out to you
I remember putting my hands

over my eyes a said no,no,I cried
and I wasn't sick ,you are,I wasn't in a wheelchair,you are,I
could eat you have ensure...But I had a neighborhood going
through it..Were we working on what to do,no we talked,cried,
and most had to sell our houses for very little or loose them. Is
this helping you no,and I don't know how any of this can. I finally
had to move,oh gezzz I wish there was a magic button..I did it cause
of kids.

Now I sit here thinking why didn't I move last year,but at least
I have a roof over my head,I own it,but it's to big..My problems
are nothing compared to you..I was thinking today how much
ensure costs a week,how much you take..Why Bob takes it in between
meals,and he was wondering if the store brand was as good as
ensure,by the time i read all that,I know he will be far down to another
place because he wants me to deal with it. ha So yes there are
times we have to think of the future. And I know you enough to
know you would feed you cat before you. I wish you better K.
:hug::hug::hug: Sue