[anon1028]

I'm staying at friends house on couch. She can have the bulk of my ssdi..I just want this couch and this room. I stopped the statins, BP meds and barrett's meds, I stopped the Neurontin. I stopped the SSRIs. They never helped anyway.
I take what I know works..the flexeril, Xanax, ambien and advil pm.
If I get the strength i'll go to old pain doctor and get 10mg oxys.
I'm too tired mentally and physically to keep looking for answers after nine years.
PTSD is real. I never thought It was. I thought you should just suck things up. I was wrong. I just want this couch and my cat
I wish insurance covered over the phone psychologist visits. they don't. and I just can't seem to get out of the house anymore.
10 miles away from four of the best hospitals in the world but just cant make it there.

[Snoopy]

markneil1212,

I am very sorry you are feeling so bad.

Have you been officially diagnosed with PTSD?

There is so much a good Psychiatrist and Psychotherapist can do for you.

It sounds like you are dealing with depression.

I stopped the SSRIs

Not using a antidepressant may not be helpful. Sometimes it requires a combination of meds as well as Psychotherapy to start feeling better.

Take care.

[dawneve]

Ohh, dang. I am sorry you are so down. Did you quit those meds cold turkey? They would not give me ambien, cuz it is harmful to memory. muscle relaxer relaxes every muscle...is that good? are you on vitamin D? Magnesium? How is your diet? it is hard to take good care of yourself when you feel so down, I know. Is there a pool in the area, where you can get some hydrotherapy? A massage therapist?