Having a bad time, couldnt help someone because I was too busy holding myself together - then got really angry with myself for not being able to be who I used to be - i want to be who i was before this happened! But I can't - I used to be connected to the world and now I draw back and keep to a small circle - it's bigger than it was after I was attacked but ........ I dont
think I'm making much sense....


Does it ever seem to anyone that they are going round in a never ending circle and that just when you think you have made a move in the right direction you fall down again - I know I am better than I was but today it just seems like it's not enough - I'm having trouble shaking the blues and people at work are starting to notice - usually I can hide it at work - any suggestions how to shake the blues ? I think part of me is grieving for who I used to be... does that sound dumb? it's almost like i lost a friend and I don't really know who this new person is...I suppose time will tell take care everyone - Phoneix7