I've fed up
 

with some of the people that have been in my life this year. It's time to move on and seek other people who may be better to me. Bobby is the only one out of all the poeple in Hanks where I've been hanging out that has been concerned for me being sick or who wanted to do something for me. I've been holed up in my apartment for 10 days dying to go somewhere. I've left word for Nancy, a Hanks friend, to call me as I am going nuts with nothing to do. She has not called. Elizabeth, the 90 year old Hank's lady, has been treating me like crap for quite some time. I really feel let down by these people. I am very sad that I have so little freinds and no family that is woth fooling with.

Barbara

Dear Barbara,

I really understand you... I Feel your pain... I feel exactly the same way...

Girls who I thought were my friends, now just treat me like crap, with nasty comments and pathetic attitudes towards me... :( :mad:

I feel abandoned and deilutioned.... :( But oh well....

God blessed you with Bobby ! :) :hug:

You are in my thoughts....... (and would like to say prayers, but nowadays Im really, really struggling praying... and talking to God...)

:hug: Blue :hug:

We can pray to God to send us some true friends. I prayed to God to send me a good man and he did.

Barbara

That's so wonderful Barbara...

I still dream that one day, I will find my true love... that special person that will be next to me forever.... :rolleyes: Somedays is just, difficult to keep the faith... :(

Take care my dear ! :hug:

Hi Blue,

Bobby and I are just super close friends. I guess if you could call it anything it might be called an emotional relationship with the physical intimacy.

I scribble this down a few minutes ago but it's not finished.

Too much time and all I've is think,
And boy have my thoughts started to stink.
How can I tell you I'm so hurt,
And that my expectations of you had fallen short.

How can I tell about women politics,
And because of them I've never won but always been licked.
How can I tell you how I've been caught,
In someone else's jealouse rage and distraught.

You know I feel so helopless,
And I don't feel for you any less.

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I got stuck there. I don't plan on showing what I wrote to anyone.

barbara

WOW ! Barbara !!! you have talent for that !!!

Im the worst writing poems... :o

That's beautiful.

Thank you all. I meant to say Bobby and I have an emotionaly relationship without the physical part instead of with the physical part. Just a typo mistake.

I hope to go out today.

barbara

Hoping you make it out today.

Sending some hugs. I totally understand it all.

I don't really have any friends to talk too. And even when I try to calm
down my like daughter in law it seems to just make her more upset.

(She was getting a set of prank calls. IS pretty sure she knows who.)
So I told her how to handle it. Just to give back a nice.

Thanks so much for the thought, or something. And have a nice day
and hang up.

I'm not sure how this person got her cell number anyway.

Donna

Don't feel alone Donna. From my experience most woman with husband and kids usually don't have much outside friends. Whereas I have no family around I have more friends or acquantices than those who do have family.

I went to the local bar today and ran into someone Bobby knows. The guy said that Bobby can not figure out why I'm mad at him and that Bobby loves me. I asked him how he knew that and the guy said that guys talk. He asked me if I would be willing to move to the mountains where Bobby lives and I said yes. I have been upset with Bobby and it's not his fault. I've been taking out on him because his 90 year old friend has been mean to me.

Barb

Sounding like you had a really good conversation. And I believe the
guy that Bobby doesn't know why your mad. It makes sense.

Its probably what you thought in the beginning and then got to thinking
otherwise. That he just didn't want to get sick.

I can totally understand that right now. I want to get well and stay
that way.

Donna