Lost someone
 

I just found out at almost 1:00 a.m. that a very close cousin of mine passed away Monday.(yesterday) I am all alone and having a bad anxiety attack now. I took a klnopin hoping to calm down. I'm kind of in shock too. I can't believe it that he's gone.

befuddled2

I'm so sorry Befuddled...you aren't alone. (((befuddled)))

I am very sorry, my thoughts and prayers are with you.



Take it easy. Hugs, Nikko:hug:

Dear Befuddled, I am sorrry thatyou lost your cousin. Losing someone that you care about is always a shock and perhaps he was young too which is always hard to understand.
know that I am thinking of you today.
(((HUGS)))
bizi

So sorry
 

Thank you everyone. I have a hangover from the Klnopin I took last night. I need to do something about getting out of the house though instead of sleeping so much today. I hate to take any extra meds at night cause I sleep all day the next day.

befuddled2

Dear Befuddled,
It is hard to lose someone close.
I am sorry that you are going through this.
M.

Thank you Mari,

I sent my cousin's wife some money in a card today. I could not reach any of them today. They live out of state.

befuddled2

That was very nice of you to do this...and appreciated I am sure.
((HUGS)))
bizi

Thanks Bizi.

befuddled2

If you have someone you can talk to, I think that would be helpful. Maybe a close friend, maybe a clergyman/woman. Maybe a support group, if you attend one. Don't be afraid to talk about it. That always helps.
Sandy

I wish I could just reach through the screen and hug you. This has to hurt so much. I am with you in my heart. Take care and be gentle with yourself.

:hug:

I lost my mother due to Alzheimer's several years ago. I thought I would die too from the pain. But as time passed I've been able to adjust although I still miss her. But now I just look back at the good things we had together. I wish you the best.

Oh befuddled2, I am so sorry to hear you lost your close cousin like that. I don't know what to say other then you have my condolances and you are in my thoughts. Take care. :hug:

bf - I haven't been on in days, but wanted to send my condolescences to you on this loss. I hope that by today (Sat) you are at least a bit more calm and that your anxiety attacks have subsided.

:hug: Jacquie

Thank you everyone. I do feel better today, just super tired.

befuddled2