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Alffe 11-24-2008 07:42 AM

Watchout for those holes....
 
Chapter One

I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost...I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

Chapter Two

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in this same place.
But it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

Chapter Three

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in...it's a habit...but,
It is my fault.
I get out immediately.

Chapter Four

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

Chapter Five

I walk down another street.

mistiis 11-24-2008 11:10 AM

....watching very carefully, and stepping slowly, but moving forward :D that gaping hole is scary...:eek: having been there more than once....I hope to help others out, and then avoid as well....:hug::grouphug:

tamiloo 11-26-2008 01:31 PM

Sounds like my life...

mistiis 11-26-2008 02:14 PM

{{{{Tammi}}}}....when you fall into a hole here....look up, you will see your angel friends reaching for you, putting down ladders, shining the light, whatever it takes.....we love you...:grouphug: ...and that ole hippie too. :hug:

Alffe 08-06-2011 05:55 AM

Leaving for nyc today and I wanted to reread this because I think this trip will be very revealing for me about my "ability" to adapt and perhaps a warning about new "holes in my sidewalk".

Not sure how much computer time I will have but wanted to leave you all a hug and my trust that you'll take good care of each other.:grouphug:

Lara 08-10-2011 06:45 AM

I miss dear mistiis.

p.s. watch out for the stones in the shoes. ;)

pooh_ac 08-11-2011 09:38 PM

:mad:damm holes!:mad::thud::paperbag::girl(sad)::Dunno::Sink ing:

Lara 08-12-2011 04:25 AM

Hang on here, Pooh. Don't go sinking on us. (((Pooh)))

barbo 08-12-2011 08:54 AM

For Pooh
 
You're worth too much to sink Pooh!

Alffe 01-11-2013 06:42 PM

bump...watch out for those holes! :grouphug:

Mark56 01-12-2013 11:30 AM

Familiar Places
 
Now avoided
on the road to life
blessing others as He
commanded

Abbie 01-21-2013 01:50 PM

Big holes
 
I'm afraid I find myself in the middle of a LARGE, DEEP, DARK, HOLE with only a plastic childs shovel to dig.

Problem is.... the more I dig, the further down it is, that I fall.

Growing more tired as the holes grow larger & closer together.
:(
Abbie

Wren 01-21-2013 03:06 PM

((( Abbie )))
Awww Abbie - I know where you're walking and how tired and far away sunshine is.
I stop walking for awhile. I just sit very still between those sucking holes until I can catch my breath. I hope you can too.

Mark56 01-22-2013 08:15 AM

Oh Abbie
 
With that plastic shovel, may you successfully carve chinks by which to escape the holes. Been there, done that, one painful chink at a time until at last I could stand in the light once more.

In the here and now, know you are receiving hugs
and prayers from afar,
Mark56:hug:

Alffe 01-22-2013 10:12 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Abbie (Post 949507)
I'm afraid I find myself in the middle of a LARGE, DEEP, DARK, HOLE with only a plastic childs shovel to dig.

Problem is.... the more I dig, the further down it is, that I fall.

Growing more tired as the holes grow larger & closer together.
:(
Abbie

Look up dear friend and see the hands reaching down to help you to your feet. Remember, those walls have sides and we are on the other side..waiting and watching for you to join us.

Are you "enjoying" this snow and bitter cold?? :hug:
Waiting for the plow here...Mike shoveled some but it was pointless.
I'm stalling on bundling up and going out to fill the bird feeders but those jays are getting loud!

More hugs. :grouphug:

Abbie 01-22-2013 05:56 PM

Alffe......we only have the bitter cold, no snow----not a flake.

waves 01-22-2013 06:25 PM

sending hope, love, good thoughts...
 

((((((((( :circlelove::heartthrob: Abbie :heartthrob::circlelove:)))))))))


Alffe 01-22-2013 06:41 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Abbie (Post 949951)
Alffe......we only have the bitter cold, no snow----not a flake.

We got all the way up to 9 degrees today...only four inches of snow but more promised. I filled the bird feeders...many birds came along with a big hawk who was also hungry. :o

I hope you feel better soon dear friend. :hug:

Alffe 10-11-2015 08:18 AM

Time for another bump.....:o


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