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Doody 09-22-2009 06:32 PM

Wonder Thread #199
 
I wonder if I can tell Lonely1 that a lot of us know all too well the anti-depressant merry-go-round. You need to keep trying. It's not an instant success but there are times when you hit on the right med and it's lifesaving.

I wonder that I've spent since the last week in July just physically a mess. That ankle sprain turned out to be quite horrendous. It still hurts and I can't move it inwards, but it has gotten better. Just need to keep up with the exercises. And then wrenching my back 3 weeks ago...I look longingly at my yard wishing I could have gotten more done with my garden! :rolleyes:

I wonder that tomorrow I should call my doctor and see him about this back. It's so painful and just not getting better.

I wonder if I'm having a pity party, LOL!

I wonder if ((Mr. & Mrs. Alffe)) had a nice visit with their daughters. I wish I could have visited last summer when ((Ms. Bizi)) was there, darn it. Another year maybe.

Which makes me wonder how ((Ms. Barbo)) is doing.

I wonder how much I miss the ((Monkey)).

I wonder why more people don't send me Yoville gifts, darn it! (It's a good thing (((Ms. Feelingoofy))) is there to often entertain me at Yoville, LOL!)

I wonder that I live vicariously through Yoville, decorating and all. Wish it were that easy in real life!

I wonder that I'm carpet hunting and wish I had someone to help me! Lordy, that stuff is expensive!!! I really need to have 3 rooms done and a hallway.

I wonder at how good it feels to finally be done with the 'raccoon caper' and all vents etc. fixed. They found her biggest nest right under the living room!

I wonder that I worry a bit about a raccoon coming back and doing it all over again! :eek:

I wonder how good it is to see (((Ms. Reyn))) posting more frequently!

I wonder that poor granddoody has a bilateral ear infection, ugh.

Love and hugs for the room.

BlueMajo 09-22-2009 07:36 PM

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Originally Posted by Doody (Post 569528)


I wonder that I live vicariously through Yoville, decorating and all. Wish it were that easy in real life!

LOL, I wonder is Doody plays Restaurant City too... Im obssesed with that one !!! :D

GmaSue 09-23-2009 05:09 PM

I wonder that I loooove to go to Island Paradise on Facebook. I want to live there.
Your house is so cute in yoville, Doodie. It looks so welcoming. Like you.

reyn 09-23-2009 06:54 PM

I wonder what "Yoville" is . . . and, if I google it, will I be addicted?! Do any of you order from VanDyke's Restorers? Ack! I wonder why I can't resist if "it" is On Sale? Really, just how many faucets does any one person need . . .

I wonder if Doody's ankle and back are any better? I think you read my post about the 2nd seizure? My ankle is healing, but the little knot above my eye hurts like heck. Doody:hug:, call your doc -- you will be in my thoughts and prayers. I appreciate you :circlelove:. Hope your granddoody's ear infection clears up quickly (I was an audiologist in one of my prior "lives" and remember how miserable a little one can be from ear problems). I wonder if you will help me with paint colors if I help you with carpet choices:eek:

:grouphug: MandaC and thelonely1, you both are in many people's thoughts and prayers. I wish that I could do something to help . . . . I care.

Alffe, from my *heart, love (a few weeks ago I found a little piece of yellow paper that didn't make it into your silver ball!). Thank you for posting links to articles and websites and helpful information. Thank you for caring.

:grouphug: to all.

reyn 09-23-2009 06:57 PM

GmaSue :hug:thank you for helping me earlier this year -- I was trying to find out why I couldn't get my pain meds, and you gave me the link (in "chat" I think?) that explained it all!

barbo 09-23-2009 09:24 PM

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Barbo wants to know how you like your new spatula!

barbo 09-23-2009 09:27 PM

Doody
 
Barbo wants to know how you like your new spatula!

Alffe 09-24-2009 05:17 AM

I wonder if reyn would consider joining Facebook...

I wonder why I find Farmtown easier than Yoville....

I wonder how it warmed my heart to hear from both reyn and bj yesterday..:hug:

I wonder if our newspaper will print my "point of view" column I wrote regarding the stigma of suicide and promoting our new support group..

I wonder if anyone will show up for Tues. meeting...

I wonder how nice it will be to see our dear Uncle tomorrow...he's 91 and driving up from Atlanta to meet us for lunch in Kokomo.....

I wonder if Barbo finished those chocolate chip cookies.....;)

I wonder who showed up for chat last night....:grouphug:

I wonder how Goofy's fil is.....:hug:

~scrabble 09-24-2009 09:26 AM

I wonder how glad I was to find GmaSue in the chat room last night? :)

I wonder if I will be able to stop by the chat room again next Wed, especially now that I know to check in at 5 pm for my local time?

I wonder if magenta knows I enjoyed chatting with her as well and what a nice to surprise to have reyn pop in briefly too?

I wonder how I got to be so blessed to have such a warm, caring family?

I wonder if you know how frustrating it was to start over with the cuff of my crocheted sock last night ... for the 3rd time!? (I have finished one sock and the 2nd one was turning out tighter and then I accidentally got a twist in it when I joined the cuff.)

I wonder how lovely fall is each year, even though the change in seasons can be a bit sad?

I wonder if my daughter is up for school yet?

I wonder who would like a :hug: ?

FeelinGoofy 09-25-2009 08:04 AM

I wonder if Scrabble minds if i grab that hug.....

I wonder about growing old......

I wonder if my FIL has alzheimers instead of dementia.... I honestly think so.
but i'm not a doctor.:rolleyes:

I wonder why life feels so overwhelming right now....

I wonder why i've been so impatient lately.... thats just not like me.

I wonder about my hair and if i really like what my beautician did to it yesterday????

I wonder if my DH will ever understand why i dont want to go to my 35 HS reunion this weekend...

I wonder if i can leave a:hug: :hug: :hug: or two...

barbo 09-25-2009 04:20 PM

Doody
 
I wonder why Doody is ignoring my emails.

mistiis 09-26-2009 09:52 AM

I wonder how Alffe's support group is faring....

I wonder how Doody's foot is.....:hug: and how gdoody is, hope he is well now.....

I wonder how jaded's grandbaby is.....(((hugs)))

I wonder if Scrabble will take some pics of fall in Canada..(((hugs))))

I wonder when I will hear from Reyn again....(((hugs)))

I wonder how BMW's daughter's game went....(((hugs)))

I wonder how Wren is faring....((hugs))

I wonder how nice it is that dear tammi is getting a break...(((hugs)))

I wonder if someone will get a new puppy.....:rolleyes:

I wonder at the different ways we all try to deal with chronic pain, emotional, and physical.....:rolleyes:

I wonder about our dear BJ.....:hug:

I wonder if Dmack is feeling better.....((((hugs)))) and prayers

I wonder at how special sweet goofy is.....((hugs)) her family is very fortunate to have her in their lives.....

I wonder where twinks is....(((hugs)))

I wonder if doxie has plans.....(((hugs)))

I wonder if we will ever hear from Moi again.....(((hugs))) and prayers....

I wonder at how much I miss my sweet Kalani, and wonder if she will remember me when I finally get back.....:rolleyes:

I wonder when I will be able to go for my walks again....:o

I wonder at how much I like fall, and am anxious to experience the changing of the leaves here, and spend some time in the mountains.....

I wonder at how much Nikki has been on my mind....(((hugs)))


I wonder how Abbie is holding up....(((hugs)))

I wonder how nice it is to have Addy here, and, Koala...and what great friends you are.....(((hugs)))

I wonder where Lara is.....I miss her....

I wonder how manda, lonely1, prairiemary, Kristen, and Blue, are doing, and if they know they are in my prayers. :grouphug:

I know I will invariably leave someone out, my memory is not all that great....:o, but, I always think of you all, and hold you in my heart.

I wonder about Barbo, and the spatula....intrigue.....:D

I wonder what ducky is up to.....(((hugs)))

I wonder if cayokay had any storms this year to deal with...(((hugs))) and I wonder how the chickens are, they were chickens???? :-)

I wonder if I will bore people with such a long wonder...:p

I wonder if Curious knows we miss her.....(((hugs)))

I wonder how pono is....(((hugs)))

I wonder how sweet Gmasue is, and where is gardengirl, and what has become of hippie???? geeezzzzz, I think I better stop already.......

Alffe 09-26-2009 03:28 PM

I wonder how Mistiis was able to recall everyones names....good job!

I wonder if we'll say some prayers for our moi who is still struggling..:hug:

I wonder how nice it was to see our 91 yr.old uncle yesterday..who drove himself from Atlanta, GA....and we met in Kokomo for lunch...:cool:

I wonder who won the IU game...

I wonder how happy our grandaughter is with her new engagement ring and with their plans to marry in the spring.........

I wonder how to keep that dang chipmonk out of our mesh birdfeeder...

I wonder at the turkeys strolling down our driveway....:confused:

GmaSue 09-26-2009 05:37 PM

Garden girl is trucking along, caring for her mother and herself while her husband is in ?Iraq. She is such a trooper-and misses NT-but her days are just to crazy full to come here right now. I will tell her you all are thinking of her.
Hippiechick-I don't know if anyone is e-mailing her-I sure think about her a lot.:hug:
And GmaSue-I will never tell you the stuff she is up to!:D (Please note my mood status)

Addy 09-26-2009 06:47 PM

I wonder where Lara is, too... and if its time to yell cooooooo eeeeeeeeeeeee?

And I've been wondering lots about Mr. Moi, too... and hope he can feel these cyber hugs :grouphug:

reyn 09-26-2009 06:51 PM

Alffe, I'm out in the "don't know what is happening" neck of the woods, and I'll just add an extra prayer for Moi,
from my *heart,
reyn

Abbie 09-28-2009 02:11 PM

I wonder how everyone is doing on this Windy, Sunny, Cloudy, Rainy, Hot, Cool day??

I wonder how nice it is to see Reyn, Addy, Mistiis, Scrabble posting!!:)

I wonder how nice it is to see so many popping in and out of the room!

I wonder about Moi... he's such a deep thinker...

I wonder about doctors... have to get a referral from this one to see that one, but can't get referral from a doctor you've only seen once.... Have to go back to the Clinic was seeing before insurance and new doctor to try and get a referral. http://forums.keeptouch.net/images/s...cratchhead.gif

I wonder about handicap placards... have to renew every few years... initial application says---"permanent disability" but have to have doctors signature to get new placard... sigh...

I wonder that I hate calling doctors offices or anywhere for that matter to get an appointment or even information...makes my anxiety shoot sky high.

I wonder that I will wait until tomorrow and try again.... sigh...

I wonder if I can leave hugs and wander away for a while....
:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:
Abbie

barbo 09-28-2009 05:17 PM

Hugs
 
Hugs back atcha Abbie! Who can't use a good hug now and then?

reyn 09-28-2009 06:53 PM

I wonder how much I could use a hug right now! So, I will offer my arms to hold another in need, knowing that I will be the one who benefits. From my *heart,
reyn

reyn 09-28-2009 06:55 PM

I wonder why I wrote that? Can I consciously make the decision to reach out and help/hold someone else, knowing that this action will help me? I don't think so.

Alffe 09-28-2009 06:58 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by reyn (Post 572001)
I wonder how much I could use a hug right now! So, I will offer my arms to hold another in need, knowing that I will be the one who benefits. From my *heart,
reyn

(((reyn))) a heartfelt hug.:hug:

reyn 09-28-2009 07:02 PM

I wonder who I can call. I wonder who I can trust. I wonder why it was so important/necessary to build the walls that keep everyone out when all I ever wanted was to be a part of "something," to "belong" to a family, to love and to be loved. I wonder if anyone else feels as much a Failure as I do.

reyn 09-28-2009 07:03 PM

Thanks, Alffe, I really needed that hug. From my heart to yours,
reyn

Addy 09-28-2009 09:14 PM

I wonder if Reyn knows a lot of us have been where she is right now... and a lot of us would like you to know that we're here to reach out and help you outa that hole you're in right now....
:grouphug:
I wonder, Reyn, if you know that through these years of "seeing" you here, I have always been relieved when you posted... and although I hardly know you... just knowing you were here with us was/is a great feeling :hug:

I wonder if you know how much you are a part of THIS family?

I wonder at how crappy I was feeling last week... the stress of life toying with my emotions... and how I've been able to keep the demon at bay... its usually a particular type of person that can really get me going...

I wonder at how much I do NOT want to catch any flu or God-forbid that h1n1 flu that the whole world is talking so much about....

I wonder and worry that stress will bring it out if I'm within reach of it... and therefore, I must stay calm......

hmmmm... as if it was that easy, eh?!! silly Addy

I wonder if anyone else is wondering about Lara or has heard from her?

I wonder if anyone else in the northern hemisphere has finally turned their heat on like I did today...

Here's a hug for us all.... and look... there is Reyn - in the middle of us! :D
:grouphug:

Abbie 09-28-2009 09:17 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by reyn (Post 572005)
I wonder who I can call. I wonder who I can trust. I wonder why it was so important/necessary to build the walls that keep everyone out when all I ever wanted was to be a part of "something," to "belong" to a family, to love and to be loved. I wonder if anyone else feels as much a Failure as I do.


I wonder how Reyn found one of my deepest thoughts and brought it to words....

I wonder if Reyn knows... you are NOT alone.:hug::hug:

I wonder if I can leave a bunch of hugs because I like getting them back...:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hu g::hug:
Abbie

Alffe 09-29-2009 03:03 AM

I wonder if Abbie knows how much I look forward to her posts...:hug::hug::hug::hug:

I wonder about having this racing mind...impossible to sleep!

I wonder if we have finally found a new church..

I wonder at the powerful sermon last Sunday...been a long time since I felt one was directed at me personally...:confused:

I wonder at my old friend telling me yesterday that her grandfather had committed suicide when she was 16 yrs old...and now that she is 84, she wanted to talk about it...said there's no one left to shhhh's her now..

reyn 09-29-2009 06:29 PM

Addy, thank you for what you wrote. I finally said part of what I've needed to say, and you heard me. From my heart, thank you. Honestly, to hear you say that you were relieved when I posted (and to know that I was okay) brought those wonderful-type tears to my eyes. Yes, Addy, it does make a difference to know that I am a part of this family.

Bless your heart, dear Addy. Keep that demon at bay, far away from your good heart. And, yes, it is almost always a particular type of person . . .. Keep that goodness close to you, and you will have that "calm."

About Lara -- I am wondering, too.

Abasaki, It is rare that anything written by me makes sense:o, and I can only feel grateful that here I am surrounded by wonderful, compassionate/empathetic, loving people who understand. I frequently lurk, and often edit/delete what I do write.

I wonder how neat it was to see scrabble in "chat."

Doody:hug:

Tammy, thanks for talking with me.

Mistiis, hoping for you a safe and secure place.

Moi, you are always in my prayers.

Alffe, hope the meeting opens minds and hearts. About Facebook? Yes, I can try!

Hugs for the room,
reyn

reyn 09-29-2009 07:13 PM

I wonder . . .

BlueMajo 09-29-2009 11:23 PM

I wonder why are we on page 3 and till using this wonder...

I wonder if I should start wonder 200.... :o


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