2-0-0... WONDER thread # 200 !!!!!!!!!!
 

I wonder if it was alright that I started a new wonder thread...

I wonder what else should I wonder...

I wonder that I'm still awake don't want to fall asleep...

I wonder that my mind is filled.. yet my heart feels empty...

I wonder at how fast a day can go from bad to worse...

I wonder at how fast we got to Wonder #200... Thank you Blue for starting a new chapter...

I wonder....
:hug:
Abbie

Abbie,
My mind is filled and my heart is broken. I wonder where to go from here.

I wonder if you'll all know I'm outa town for a few days... well, heck... how you gonna know that if I don't tell you... ok,well, I'll tell you... I'll be away taking a course.... in the big city :)

I wonder if you'll like your new church too, dear Alffe? ... I'd love to talk to you about our church experiences some day... one day... I honestly think that living in the big city for the past 20 years totally prepared me for the job I do as our small-town church "secretary"... omG!

Anyway... its them who is sending me away to learn more about what I :Heart: to do and that's tell a story with photos and music.

I wonder if you're feeling a little better tonight/today reyn :grouphug:

I wonder if I'll have time to drop in tomorrow night... I'll try

I wonder if reyn knows I've talked to scrabble in the chats AND that scrabble and Alffee have met in person! Did you know I've met Moi and Lara in person... oh, I wonder if you don't know all that cuz you and I go back a long way...

:sing: Addy

I wonder if Addy knows I love this " :sing: Addy "

I wonder if people here know a band called Placebo.... I just saw them live tonight ! :D

I wonder what the hospital is thinking???? I"m so angry right now.....

I wonder at the unfair treatment our elderly people in america receive.

I wonder how the chamber choir will do tonight on their first performance of this year??? Scott is so excited.....

I wonder about this wind..... :eek:

I wonder if i can leave a {{{HUG}}}

Good Grief... i wonder why I said I've met Moi in person when I haven't... gosh, must just feel like I have cuz we've been friends forever!!! :o

I wonder if you need a hug yourself goofy :hug:

I wonder that I have little time to spend here tonight so off I go....




:sing:Addy

Sweet Addy, I often think of my online friends as though they are in my actual world! I've only met Wish, but I certainly feel as though I've met you and a few other forum members. I think scrabble was the first online friend that I talked with on the 'phone. After 8-10 years, it does seem as though we "know" one another, doesn't it?!

Abbie, I also wonder how a day can go so quickly to night (nightmare).

Mistiis, I wonder if you will forgive me for sending you such a screwed-up message? That I don't remember doing it is no excuse.

I wonder how to survive?

I wonder if anyone remembers Nightbird? Does anyone know how she is?

I wonder if reyn could use a heartfelt hug...:hug:

I also wonder about Nightbird but have no clue....

I wonder when Lara will get back here.....

I wonder who's in chat....

I wonder if I can go take a peek...:wink:

I wonder if GmaSue, BMW, and Alffe know how much it meant to me to be able to chat? This forum can mean the difference between Life and Death to some and--to others--the ability to survive.

I wonder about cancer . I wonder how horrible being ill is, being in pain is.

I wonder if I can ask a question and be forgiven for my not so bible smarts and such.
I wonder when pain and suffering came into play?
wonder if it was from that fruit eatting thing? and wonder if it was just the pains of child birth that was delt or was it all pain in its many forms ?

I wonder that I dont care if I seem dumb with my wonder or if this should be on the spiritual thread...
I am just wondering thats all.
Wonder about Angel Friend Nikki I havent gotten reply in a good while .Wonder if she had surgery ? Wonder if i can send prayers to God to protect her and family and give them comfort.

I wonder that I liked chatting with ren and Alffe and gee i was eating to much chocolate to notice who
came and went gma sue, blessings2
hey that rhymes

Wonder that I am wondering to deep and to fast and only the sky can hold my wonders right now.
hugs to the broom as moi would often say :hug:
:grouphug:
PEACE
BMW I wonder why I just now had Koala come to mind maybe she needs a hug ? :hug:

I wonder if BMW knows how comforting it was to be in Chat with her?

Cancer is so destructive, but many are being treated and surviving. Sometimes the chemo cocktail is almost too toxic, and the very whole-body being treated to "survive" can be disabling. That said, I constantly read about the studies and chemical trials that appear to be working.

I wonder what questions BMW has about the Bible and Christianity? There are some very knowledgeable people here who will gladly help you find your own answers in the Word.

I wonder if BMW knows that many of us relate to your feelings about Self, guilt, work environment . . .

Wonder how BMW could even think that she/he is dumb? Of course not although you may think it. Being dumb -- that is a condition and not something that can be "brought-on" by some type of unhealthy life-style

I wonder how long any one person must suffer. feel anxious and afraid, to find that path to health, goodness, a spiritual connection/awakening. I don't know.

My mind is filled,and my heart is burdened. I've wondered what to do about it for a long time. BF:hug::hug::hug:

I wonder that my plate has been, and continues to be so full these days..

I wonder that I need to be at least two people...:confused:

I wonder how difficult tomorrows funeral in Indianapolis will be for our neices and nephews....their father died..battled cancer for two years..
difficult on many levels as he was my ex brother in law...families are complicated! We hope our presence will help on some level. ~sigh~

I wonder if we can get the tv station to run PSA about suicide support groups....

I wonder how to get the word out when our location is so hard to find, and stores do NOT want to post a notice about SUICIDE...:confused:

I wonder about the worst movie I ever tried to watch yesterday afternoon...Mr.Alffe and I walked out of the theatre after 15 mins! It was labeled a comedy and got good reviews...granted we are old but even the teenagers in the audience weren't laughing. thumbs down on Zombieland.

I wonder how sad I was to learn about dear Cooper today.... I am so sorry ((Alffe)):hug:

I wonder how wonderful it was to talk with ((BMW)) and ((Pono)) today.

I wonder if ((Moi)) and ((Moss)) know how much they effected me with their thoughtfulness? :hug:

I wonder how people can zone into our thoughts and just somehow know when we need help "to keep on swimming"

I wonder about the flu epidemic at the nursing home that has claimed so many lives. I wonder when they will find out what "virus" it is? I leave crying every single day for the loss of these beautiful lost souls I have come to love so much.

I wonder that I have been scared to death for Lynn and that I feel so helpless...

I wonder if Donald survived today? He was Lynn's first room mate and I love him to pieces. I wonder how sweet it was that his wife was consoling me! Such a wonderful woman :hug:

I wonder how those of you who work with the elderly or the ill can handle the heartache? Angels on Earth in my book!! :hug:

I wonder that I have also been busy with new doctors trying to figure out ways to help with my pain and planning surgeries.

I wonder that while filling out those forms, it asks about your family, and also the reason for their death....

It was the first time I had to write father deceased.
cause- suicide.

It is so damn hard!! I fell apart right their in the Doctors office :eek:
I sometimes feel I will forever be consumed in the grief ... :Sob:

I wonder that I just dont have the strength to catch up on the threads and hope everyone understands. I am tired, so very tired and need to sign off... but want to leave big huge hugs to the room :grouphug:

I wonder the same things... Im about to start a cproject with cancer in children... and, I dont want to sound rude, ignorant or dumb, but, where is God when I 2 years old baby gets cancer !??!? I really, really wonder... :(

I wonder I should better stop wondering for today... or... I might type silly things and offend people here like Ive done in the past...

I wonder how correct BMW is, once again. :hug:

My step-mother is near the end and suffering badly at the moment from lung cancer. I doubt she has long left with us. Also, my darling aunt who is 85, fell last week and has injured her shoulder badly. She lives too far away for me to visit, but I love her so and my heart aches to be with her.

I wonder if I even mentioned the health problems that I've been having lately? I saw a heart specialist on Friday and am starting some heart medications, but I am OK. Just a mere hiccup really, and nothing for my friends to worry about. :rolleyes:

I wonder how much I'm looking forward to the warmer weather. We changed to Daylight Saving Time yesterday so summer is finally on it's way here... yippee! :D

I wonder how good it is to see Nikki posting after a time away. I'm sorry that things are so hard for you dear Nikki, but it sounds like Lynn is well looked after. In my nursing career I looked after many patients like your DH and believe me, it's a rewarding career for those who care enough to take the time with them that's required. :hug:

I wonder how Alffe and Mr Alffe are doing this week? My heart goes out to you both and please know that I understand the emptiness you must feel within yourselves. :hug:

I wonder if everyone else will forgive me for not acknowledging you today, but please know that each and every one are in my inside wonders.

Leaving mega hugs for the whole broom.....:grouphug:

Speaking of which, I miss the Broom person. Hope you and your's are doing well and incase you happen to lurk one day, in the middle of the night.......
想念你，我的朋友 :hug:

I wonder if I can leave Koala a big bear hug.... :hug:

I wonder if I can be forgiven for staying away for so long?

I wonder how beautiful Autumn can be here in the west!!

I wonder how great it was today when the Olhipie and I went canoeing with Common Ground and a small group with a variety of inabilities. It started to snow before we were done!!

I wonder about all the great wonderers, wanting to tell you all how much I think and pray for you all…and of course secretly hug you all!!!

I wonder about how great I feel…one year ago I had my fifth back surgery? I still have my challenges, however a lot of my leg pain is gone and I am regaining my strength in my legs.

I wonder about living where the seasons affect my painful parts. I’m feeling my winter pains already…but I love the extremes of the seasons in Utah!!!

I wonder how much I miss my brother who passed in March of this year…tons!

I wonder how wonderful it is to have my Mom with us…I don’t think I could say that a year ago at this time. It took making one of the bedrooms into a private living room for her to make things wonderful. I know she is living with me so I can learn to love her more deeply. She has been here two and half years now…

And finally I want to check to make sure the hugs are still big and loving and well just great!!!

I do love you all!!!
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I wonder how ((Steve)) is and if he can feel how much we care for him:hug:

I wonder how ((Alffe)) and ((Mr Alffe)) are.... keeping you both in my thoughts:hug:

I wonder how ((Koala))'s family members are doing? I also wonder if she knows how much she helped me last week? Much love my friend:hug:

I wonder that it snowed today :eek:

I wonder that I have been reading over old threads for the past few hours....the love, comfort, compassion and support given in this forum family leaves me in awe. Amazing group of people, all of you :grouphug:

I wonder how much I miss ((Moi)) and ((Moss)) and hope life is being kind to them:hug:

I wonder that today is the anniversary of our first date.... so long ago, yet it seems like only yesterday! :hug:

I wonder how hard it is sometimes to "just keep swimming"

I wonder if I can share with everyone that I was asked to submit a story for a book on Alzheimer's. The author picked my story and asked me to edit it to add some more personal information. I wonder how very difficult it was to write, yet it was healing too....

I wonder about attitude and perspective.....Lynn still knows me, life is good:hug: Very painful.... but still, good :)

I wonder how much I have changed since Dad's suicide.....how true the saying is ....What doesn't kill us, makes us stronger.

I wonder how everyone is doing, and if I can leave big hugs for the room/broom:grouphug:

((Nik-key))

wow Nik - that is so cool - I'm glad you were asked and I'm so glad you did it!!!! :hug:

I wonder who will start the new wonder thread?

seems to me that the wonder thread police are slipping in their job... ;)

LOL ((Addy)) I love it when she closes a thread, I really look forward to it :)

((Reyn))

ya... I really look forward to it, too.... lol


um.... I wonder where the wonder-thread-cop is and hope all is well in their lives.....

just like I wonder about a lot of folks here.... the strength, courage, perseverance... amazing stuff

(Addy) :hug:

hmmmmmm I wonder where ((BMW)) is? I hope all is ok in your world Angel friend of mine:hug:

I wonder if I we get this wonder thread to page 4 if that will bring her out of lurking? :D

Page 4????? ok i'll do my part....

I wonder if i'm the only person in Oklahoma who isn't watching the OU Texas game????

I wonder at how strange it is to not be awaken at 6:30 in the morning by a sweet sheltie wanting to go outside to take care of business

I wonder if i can leave a :hug: and tell everybody thank you for your kind words...

This is truly an amazing family and I am so proud to belong to it...
:grouphug:

I wonder if I can share I just now found out I am going on a cruise!!! It is a caregivers cruise, and I will be going with some people on the Alzheimer's Spouse forum I joined.

I wonder how excited I am :D :D and how very very long it has been since I have felt any form of excitement.

I wonder if I will experience my life long dream to swim with the dolphins!!

Me too ((goofy))

I wonder how much you and your family have been in my thoughts:hug:
I know it is too soon to decide, but do you think you will open your hearts to another pup?

Nik-key, ["life is good. Very painful.... but still, good"] I hope that you will be able to swim with the dolphins. That would be an incredible experience -- I'd love to do that!

HMMMMM Page 4 and still no police lady.... guess I will keep wondering :p :D

I wonder if I can tell ((Reyn)) I truly hope it works out that I can swim with the dolphins too :D The excursion I am looking into is a dolphin swim and a turtle farm. Long long story, but those are my two totem animals, and it would be amazing to make this dream come true.

I wonder if ((BMW)) is smiling reading about the dolphins and the turtles, and if her praying to the moon had anything to do with this fluke that is allowing me to go on this cruise :hug:

I wonder how much I wish I could take ((Reyn)) with me.

I wonder if I can share it is a careigivers cruise, for ALL caregivers, not just Alzheimer's and everyone is welcome. (And don't forget those of you who are caregivers to yourselves!!! :hug: )

I wonder if Addy knows that my nephew who lives with me name is Derek :)

I wonder if I can leave hugs for the room/broom:hug:

I wonder how the "Hope" thread ever got lost on page 3... will have to see what we can do about that ;)

I wonder how happy I am for Nikki and the cruise..

I wonder where she's going, when, and for how long....:D

I wonder if God or the devil is in the details....;)

I wonder if BMW doesn't love us anymore...:(

I wonder if reyn knows how much I am enjoying her pictures on Facebook.

I wonder if Scrabble is ever going to come visit in the states...

I wonder why Mistiis is being so quiet....:cool:

I wonder how happy I'll be to see Mr.Alffe when he gets home today..

I wonder how very quiet and lonely it was to be without a dog...

I wonder if Addy is singing at all anymore.....

I wonder if I can leave DMack a hug....:hug:

I wonder if I can pop in and say hello from the Moisses.
I wonder how glad I am that Moi is doing better from his surgery but we are all passing around colds and ear infections and flu's and all the fun things that come with little ones in school.
I wonder at how awesome it is to watch a grown man fall madly in love with two children and feeling like they are his own.
I wonder at how wonderful it will be to have a weekend away with my honey ALONE for our anniversary!!! (Thanks MIL!)
I wonder if we can send our love to each and every one of you and ask that you understand our lack of time and energy to come in and post much.
I wonder if you know our thoughts and prayers are with you, none-the-less.

I wonder where two love birds are flying to for their anniversary and how very happy I am for them :hug:

I wonder at how warm my heart feels to see Reyn posting and living life again :hug:

I wonder if there will be new puppies any time soon to help fill empty spaces. (((hugs)))

I wonder if Wren has any extra ham sandwiches and hot chocolate. :o

I wonder at the beauty of Fall on the east coast and hope to be in the mountains this week :p

I wonder if I can make that cruise with Nikki...I have surfed with dolphins, but swimming with them is also a dream of mine! I am soooooo excited for you. ((hugs))

I wonder if Alffe has x-tra milkshakes. :p

I wonder if BMW is feeling better now and could use some chocolate. ((( hugs)))))

I wonder how Doxie is. ((hugs))

I wonder how BF is, and if he knows he's in my prayers. ((hugs))

I wonder if I can leave bunches of hugs and prayers for our room and all those who are struggling please know that we care :grouphug:

I wonder who will push this thread into page 5?

I wonder if mistiis knows how much I appreciated the card she sent me? :hug:

I wonder if Alffe knows I would love to visit friends in the States, but there is the problem of $. (Winning the lottery would be wonderful!)

I wonder if you know that my kids are flying to visit family with their dad at Christmas and I was going to have to stay here on my own (we're divorced) ... until my sister offered to get me on a flight too? :)

I wonder how blessed I feel to have such a caring family?

I wonder how much fun it will be to see my neice at Christmas? (She will be 18 months and I've only met her once - last Christmas.)

I wonder if reyn knows I'm glad to see her here and that I like reading her posts? :hug:

I wonder if Moss knows how good it was to read about her and her family? I wonder if she'll please pass on a :hug: to Moi for me?

I wonder how much it meant to me that my son came over from University for Thanksgiving last weekend?

I wonder how happy I am for Nik-key about her cruise?

I wonder if I can tell FeelinGoofy how sorry I was to read about her sweet sheltie? :hug:

I wonder if BMW knows that I hope she is doing OK?:hug:

I wonder what page my post will be on when I press the "submit" button now?

I wonder what extra milkshakes means..........:confused:

I wonder if Scrabble plays the lottery....*grin

I wonder how nice it was of her sister to get her a flight!

I wonder why talking to Scrabble always makes me think of Christmas's past and borax....:D

I wonder how wren is and why she is being so quiet....:hug:

I wonder the same about Ducky, Twink, Tammi, Doody..................:grouphug:

I wonder if I can say HI EVERYONE!!! I missed you all so much!

I wonder how I can go away for so long & you are all still here...

I wonder how I was so blessed to have met such wonderful people...

I wonder if I can tell you all that things are settling down here a bit & perhaps I will have more piece/peace of mind to come visit here more often....

I wonder if my cortisone injections are making me MANIC! lol....for real...

I wonder if my DH will come home safe from War this time....

I wonder if my leaky roof will hold up with the lame repairs I did myself..lol

I wonder if I will get the energy to finish tearing off my wallpaper from my livingroom walls, or just leave it ANOTHER year......No...no wonder there, I have seen enough ruined pics with icky looking wall in background.....

I wonder if I can use Photo shop to get rid of background??

I wonder if anyone remembers me?? Or that I am a bit cookoo?

I wonder if my mom will EVER find the bathroom without my help.. gotta go {hugs}

OH MY goodness!!!

You have ALL brought out such wonderful WONDER MEMORIES...

I wonder if Mrs. Moi (((((SpanishMoss :hug:))))) knows how much it means to me to see an update!!!!!!!!!! You remind me of the days with my children, too... that is such a warm feeling! I'm glad Mr. Moi is loving the children as his own - such a blessedly good feeling.

I wonder Alfee... if your wonder about mistis will reach her through the keyboard (((((mistis :hug:)))))

I wonder Alffee... why I can't find a place to sing here in this town... I've become quieter.... but I want to assure you that a voice is ALWAYS singing in my head... and I hear wonderful music here on my computer.... so its always a keystroke away. I sing along with many pieces. The latest and most favourite was given to us in another thread... by Abbie: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oXJquRA582s

I wonder, again, how cool it is to see Gardengrl!

I wonder if ~scrabble~ has a passport - I don't... see that's another good reason for not being able to go to the states anymore.... ((((Scrabble :hug: - all your good news, esp the plane ticket!!!)))

I wonder why my thoughts are now all over the place....

I wonder lots about ((((DOODY :hug:)))) and wish that I could see here a bit more... even a thanks means she's here... and I haven't seen any thanks for a long, long while...

I wonder about my Quacky friend ((((Ducky :hug:)))) and seriously hope she and the kid know how much they'll always mean to me ... how much of a role they have played in who I am today .... that we were drawn to each other for a reason....

I wonder if thelonely1 reads the wonder threads and can see the bonds that have formed as a result of our support to each other?

I wonder that although I have been tempted to start Wonder Thread Number 201... I have not done so .... because I am waiting for the WONDER POLICE ---- GOODNESS< where IS SHE?


I wonder about butterflies and hope they are warm ... they have flown away from our Fall weather...http://www.sevenoaksart.co.uk/images/swbut.gif


I wonder at the passion I felt when I hear Rascal Flatts singing "WHY"...
I wonder how many of you will click on that link above?

:sing: Addy