♫ wonder thread number 2 - oh - 5! ♫
 

I wonder about a lot of things ...

I wonder if its snowing where you are (its raining here but a few thousand feet up the moutain, I can see the snow!)

I wonder why people squash the enthusiasm of others... forcing their fears to become the fears of those they are squashing :(

I wonder why we feel shame ....... when all we are doing is being human (:hug: Reyn)....

I wonder if I should get dressed and get myself to work...

I wonder if I can stay awake two more hrs. to see a suicide "segment" on our local tv channel....it's already my bed time...:cool:

I wonder if I can say Hi and welcome to the new posters...so glad you are here, talking about it....:grouphug:

I wonder if I should admit to "struggling" with it...:( I have no "ace in the hole" but that doesn't mean that I don't struggle....

I wonder if I can tell Barbo that I loved her responses to our new members...:hug:

I wonder if Addy knows how grateful I am for her consistancy...:hug:

I wonder if, like da duck, and other loved ones here..I can just be quiet and lurk......

i wonder if i can tell you all i think about the members of this board often

i wonder if i can tell you that i'm not doing well without being embarrassed. i'm not keeping my head above the water. i have dark thoughts that i'm trying to fight. i've been winning so far. but i'm getting tired.

i wonder if i can thank all of you who have sent me private msgs and mentioned me in posts. it's hard for me to write. i really want to, but it's hard to write what i'm going through. one day i will. i promise.

I wonder if I can thank Manda for posting, and tell her I hope she continues to win her fight, and to let her know that I am thinking about her.
:hug: :hug: :hug:

I wonder why I have the latest posts on the four newest posted on threads.

I wonder where is everyone?

I wonder why I am so talkative lately, and if people get sick of hearing from me.

I wonder why alot of us are in the same boat right now.... lurking and not posting much....:(

I wonder how much longer this dark cloud will be hovering over me....:(

I wonder if i can leave {{{HUGS}}}} for our room.... I still say a prayer for each of you every night.... I truly do understand the temptation.....:hug:

I wonder if Alffee stayed up late enough?

I wonder at this lavender-organic amazing face cream I just bought! I put it on before I lie down at night :Zzzz:

I wonder if we should all remind ourselves that we are coming into one of the most difficult time of the year for most of us... (not to mention that the whole world has changed dramatically over these last several years!)

I wonder if in saying that it again reminds you that its OK to lurk here.... its OK if you don't feel like hitting the THANKS button (cuz God knows it even takes energy to log on!...) and its certainly OK if you can't drum up the energy to write here... :grouphug:

I wonder how you tell someone that they need more help than they can get from you.... and that the healthy energy they are sapping is draining quickly... and that they have hugely damaging life patterns that need to be looked at with an outside point of view...

I wonder how you tell that person that you love them... and gently walk away...

I wonder at how much weight I have gained over this past few months... and how I've stopped caring if I get out to walk...

I wonder what pattern I've fallen back into... without realizing it....... oh hell, of course I've realized it....

I wonder how to stop that pattern again..

I wonder if Addy and I would encourage each other to get out and walk if we lived closer?

I wonder how moi and moss and the little ones are doing?

I wonder if mistiis is reading?

I wonder if reyn knows I appreciated hearing from her? :hug:

I wonder if Alffe would like a :hug:?

I wonder if Doody knows I appreciated her kind words?

I wonder how Ducky is doing?

I wonder if Barbo and Alffe have gotten together lately?

I wonder if Addy has strong winds in her neighbourhood right now, like I have?

I wonder if you know how soothing it is to hold a chincilla?

I wonder at the pure joy a student displayed when I helped her use a sewing machine for the first time at school?

I wonder if I will read Elizabeth Berg or Elizabeth George tonight?

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Alffe and I are having lunch out Tuesday - trying out a new place. We only live about 20 minutes from each other. Happy Thanksgiving to you and everybody!

I wonder that I too am often guilty of lurking or just plain avoiding.

I wonder that I am tiring of all the darned games I've subscribed to at Facebook.

I really wonder at how difficult it is to keep up with online friends sometimes.

I wonder at how my ankle is improving in the short time since I joined Curves.

I wonder at the (tiny) woman who said to me at Curves the other night..."We all were talking the other night you left and trying so hard to figure out why you are even here! You don't need to lose weight."

I wonder that I wasn't sure at first how to respond and finally said really why I was there! For the exercise (dingdong!)! You know...toning those old tired saggy muscles. Geesh.

I wonder that people were talking about me behind my back...ick I hate that!

I wonder that I'm whooped. Spent all weekend with daughter and granddoody while daddy played out of town. I want to soak in a hot bath and lay down instead of working.

I wonder at how much I enjoy that Dog/God song.

I wonder that it was nice to see Manda post again. I was getting kinda worried.

I wonder that I really wish I could give Reyn a hug in person and tell her how much I understand what she's going through. Take care of yourself, girl! :hug:

I also wish I could give ((Ms. Alffe)) a big hug. :hug:

And love and hugs for the room, new members and old. :hug:

I wonder why lonely1 thinks he knows me well enough to stick his tongue out at me....*grin :p

I wonder if Doody knows that I could feel that hug....ty!

I wonder what a chincilla is.....:confused: :cool:

I wonder if Addy knows that I really admire her for beginning anew...it takes guts and I'm sure you've made the right choice...:hug:

I wonder if Duck is feeling any better today....any warmer???

I wonder is Mistiis is going to lurk forever...:winky: Miss you!

I wonder how Nikki is and if she watched the live feed on Nat'l Suicide Prevntion Day.....:hug:

I wonder how Reyn is holding up...keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

I wonder if Goofy can feel all the positive thoughts winding her way...:grouphug:

I wonder if Manda will just lean on us...we promise not to let you fall...

I wonder how Blue is.....very supportive I see...thank you!

I wonder if BMW has completely given up on us...:p

I wonder how GrmaSue is....busy on FB I know!! *grin

I wonder if Doxie knows how much I appreciate her note....:hug:

I wonder if Pono is reading....:grouphug:

I wonder if I canThank, Alffe, for mentioning me. And all the others who have too. I have a sinus infection and an upper respiratory infection.... but I also have meds that should help. They told me to stay home one more day and rest, so I will do that.
I wonder if this medicine will make me sleepy or unable to sleep...the whole list of side effects is contradictory. I will be fine...
I wonder if I will be able to sleep tonight. Here's hoping.
I wonder if everyone else is doing all right...and I hope that too.(hugs)

:p wonder if AlffeMom can see this :p
Wonder that I am just lurking but but ...
but but ...I wonder I know I cannot comfort each and everyone
and fix everything for everyone but I wonder if these hugs can provide strength and a second of serenity during the down times many of us are dealing with.
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Wonder on....PEACE
BMW

I wonder that I cannot imagine Ms. Alffe holding and petting one of these. :D http://www.chinchillaclub.com/

I wonder that I hope ((Ducky)) feels better soon. Chest cruds are awful!

I wonder if i can give everybody a {{{HUG}}} and wish you an early Happy Thanksgiving..... Life is pretty crazy right now... they sent my FIL to the ER again yesterday but this time it was his heart and not another TIA... They asked Rick how aggressively he wanted to deal with this... they can shoot the dye into his veins to see if he needs a stint or send him home and hope for hte best... long story short we decided he probably would not survive a surgery so chose to send him home.... The doctors agreed. sigh.... i know God is in control and that is what i'm holding on to right now... We will enjoy our last days with my FIL then when the time comes we'll let him go home to be with his wife.... I love you guys!!!!! :hug:

I wonder if I can thank Goofy for the hug and say that I so agree with the hard decision you made about FIL....

I wonder how good the lunch was today at the new restaurant...

I wonder who else likes grits.....:D

I wonder how Abbie is and what she's doing for Thanksgiving...

I wonder who is cooking at the moi's.....:wink:

I wonder if handwritten thank you notes are a thing of the past...

I wonder if anyone will show up at tonights support meeting...:rolleyes:

I wonder how nice it was after a long day of working threw a very aggravating day with my T.N. that has been flared up ... my patience spent ...
Wonder how on the way home after work a stranger waved at me with a big smile . :D
Wonder how it changed my whole mood wonder how I was thinking to myself as I continued home ... Yup God and Angels
all around you just gotta notice. :cool:

Wonder on :hug: Goofy, Manda, Blue,:hug: Barbo, Abbie, Jaded
Ducky feel better :hug:, Doody, Scarbble, CoolAngel,
Nikki :hug:, KOALA is it getting hot there? , Steve, DMAC,
Curious, Chemar:hug: .Lonely1, ...
humm group hug
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Wonder on those just reading and "staying below the radar"
wanna send hugs , healing thoughts :hug: :grouphug:

wonder that I am tired ...I think I will turn the lights out on myself lol


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PEACE
BMW

p.s. AlffeMom - wonder that for me it depends on who is getting the hand written thank you note .some one new not so much But a good friend thats close to you or long time friend ..for sure. that is just me.

I wonder if it's too late to send a hand-written thank you note to ((Ms. Alffe)) for my visit this summer. :o

I wonder if I can thank her again for introducing me to that wonderful music by ... oh crud, I just forgot. :o OH Rod Stewart's awesome 'old-time' music. Love it. Love the one with Queen Latifah.

I winder if ((Duck)) is feeling any better. Now it seems I'm getting sick again, though I never know whether it's that strange 'fibro flu' that comes and goes.

I wonder if Duck will winder again. :D

I wonder if I can give sweet ((Goofy)) an extra hug today. :hug:

I wonder if ((Sista Tina)) knows that I try to do just that...smile at strangers. Feels good.

I wonder how I got all caught up cleaning my refigerator when I came home with groceries. Geesh, who cares? Nobody but me sees it.

I wonder that I found out by way of my mom today that the kids plan to stay at my house tomorrow night. LOL I wonder when my daughter will inform me of this! :rolleyes:

I wonder why the Young and the Restless is having Thanksgiving today. :rolleyes:

I wonder at how my soaps, per usual, have frustrating story lines. Fire those writers!

I wonder that this Mudslide tastes pretty good tonight.

I wonder what everyone will do for Thanksgiving and if I can give everyone Thanksgiving hugs. :grouphug:

I wonder how many other people love grits as much as I do?!

I wonder at how much better I feel after logging on here and reading the posts, the threads -- how true and real the love is that is shared here.

I wonder why I cannot break free? Today was the third time that I called to cancel/reschedule the brain MRI. I don't know if I just want it all to be over or if my mental problems are causing my defeat?

I wonder if scrabble knows that I was blitzed when we talked? And I am so embarrassed and ashamed and wonder if she will forgive me?

I wonder how Addy knows just what I'm going through.

And, I wonder if I can tell you all how much your love and support means to me . . .

from my *heart,
reyn

I wonder why paranoia is running wild over the thank you notes...:rolleyes:

I wondered about that because we had a dinner party Saturday night and one of the guests emailed me a thank you.....:p

I wonder how sad I felt for the new survivor at tonights meeting...

I wonder about leaving that legacy for a child.....:(

I wonder if reyn makes grits.....:D Barbo loves grits. :D

I wonder why lonely1 quit talking....mabe he's talking to Blue...:wink:

An AWOL wonderer returns.
 

I admit,I've been hiding on other sites lately..but,I'm still around.:cool: Can you guys forgive me????:confused::confused:

I wonder if you guys are ready for the weekend..(It's only Tuesday,and we are already cooking Thanksgiving dishes!!:eek::eek: )

I wonder if I did a smart thing by premaking the green bean casserole tonight,I am working all day tomorrow,and Dad wanted me to relax after work tomorrow night.)

I wonder if my grandmother "came back",last night.There was a lady named Nona on last night's episode on Wheel of Fortune..and that was Grandma's name..:( I really miss her guys.

:grouphug::hug: :grouphug: :grouphug::hug: to everyone... Love,Kristin

Hi all of you-I have lurked and read enough to see my name mentioned a few times, and yes, I have been doing FB a lot, Alffe mom. Feeling too vulnerable to post on here-end up erasing everything I write...but I will leave hugs of understanding to all of you..and will keep reading to keep up with you all.:hug::grouphug::hug:

kEEp oN kEePin On...

I wonder if I can say that you, none of you, are ever far from my thoughts and prayers....

I wonder if I can say, as others have said, just seeing the thanks button hit with your names showing up tells us that you are here with us....:grouphug:

I understand that even that is an effort sometimes. Please don't underestimate how difficult the holidays are for many of us...the "effort" to make merry can be overwhelming and the hustle bustle makes one want to scream. Remember to breathe....deeply.. and come here for a hug.

I wonder if Kristen knows that we understand how hard these Holidays are going to be w/out your dear Grandmother..:hug:

Thank you for the hug GramaSue...here is one for you. :grouphug::grouphug:

I wonder if Reyn can quit feeling foolish for getting blitzed... cuz God knows we all need relief sometimes...

I wonder if our Marshmallow friend (((hugs))) will have the energy to call on the Thread Police ... time to shut this one down soon :)

I wonder if Reyn has ever heard of this book called http://www.bookmasters.com/marktplc/02266.htm WHEN LOVE HURTS, A Woman's Guide to Understanding Abuse in Relationships - just click on that link and you can read about the book I am reading... it is helping me understand the cylce of abuse and loss of self-esteem a woman (me!) suffers (suffered!) in an unhealthy abusive relationship. I wonder if you can find it at your library - I actually got it from our Woman's transition house - it is absolutely a MUST READ!

I wonder why Ducky quit playing Lexulous with me... I bet she forgot! (thats ok! :))

I wonder how sad it must be for the young mom whose husband took his life when the wee babe was born... my Mom told me that my Dad started his drinking when I was born....

I wonder if GmaSue knows its good to "see" her here!

I wonder if I can say that I don't care for grits (and that's saying it politely!) ... I had heard about them for years and couldn't wait to try when I was in Tenessee once... yuk... I'm sorry!! but then, I don't like porridge so maybe that's why?

I wonder at how special it is that Barbo and Alffee meet up with each other often! I wish we could all meet up in person!

I wonder how to explain to my girlfriend that I will NOT be applying for the Police department job she works at and recommended to me. Their application form is far too invasive - they want everything from your passwords to online 'forums' (like this and facebook!) and ask questions that will be later tested with a polygraph! One of the questions: Have you ever looked at porn on your computer?!!! And my answer would be in the form of a question - you mean, those good looking-hunky nude men photos that my friends sometimes send to me in email?!! is that porn...? then I'm busted! LOL

I wonder how many people are duped by "Nigerian" scams.... I'm very computer savy and know how to look into the IP address of an email. I've recently been using Craigslist to find a new apartment and I am being contacted by one of the biggest scammers... If its too good to be true, it is! geesh... anyway, I'm playing around with her... actually told her I'm coming to Vancouver this weekend to view the apartment (but I'm not!) .. and get this - the old "wire-money-to London" email has already arrived... like, duh!!!

I wonder if this "new frontier" - the internet... will ever be safe for the vulnerable :(

I wonder how Brokenfriend is making out these days :hug:

I wonder if Doody knows how lucky she is that her kiddos and Grand-doody "might" be sleeping over soon! I can't wait! (Doody - I know you know ;) )

:sing: Addy

I Wonder that I better get the wonder thread police girlie in here .
I wonder that I just got home and before I start my major pie athon making, baking... but ah haa the house is empty haze at friends and dh isnt home till 4 . I miss my oldest she cant make it home till winter break for Xmas . :( :(

Wonder that I am going to turn up the stereo very very loud to some Beatles music.

Wonder if I may leave some pie for everyone before I turn out the lights. Some pie lots of healing warm hugs and prayers for blessings small and big . May everyone have a Positively bountiful next couple months of holidays , family and friends time .... I have so much to be thankful for All of you here this site... but that will happen on the next thread cusss... here come the police girl ...I am leaving the pies over here http://i294.photobucket.com/albums/m...ringcandle.gif for everyone and anyone .
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LIGHTS OUT
WILL THE NEXT WONDER-FULL PERSON TO COME PLEASE START A NEW WONDER # 206
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Station this is Police girl I have the lights out here .Please send some patrol to move them along to the next wonder
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:eek: Time for BMW to turn up the tunes and make 3 pies apple, pumpkin and blueberry.
AND HUGS TO THE ROOM AND READERS
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PEACE