Wonder Thread #209
 

I wonder if I got a virus from the games on facebook...I deactivated my act. there because it scared me this morning...:o

I wonder if I can remember how to defrag this computer....:confused:

I wonder if moi will come back and talk me thru it....:eek:

I wonder if there is posting about it in the computer forum...guess I go look...

Mixed up wonders...
 

I wonder if Alffe knows that yes Facebook does place virus's on computers... I've seen it completely wipe out hard drives... I know that Facebook did it as that was the only site what was ever visited on this particular computer.

I wonder if Alffe will run updated virus scan, spybot search and destroy is a good program too... I also run CCleaner.

I wonder if Alffe figured out how to defrag???

I wonder that I made a BIG mistake by letting someone know "where I am" mentally/emotionally/physically.... :(

I wonder that I got an email back telling me to look for emotional support elsewhere...:( I wasn't looking for emotional support from this person... just wanted this person to know because of the professional assistance for which they will be paid.

I wonder that I even wondered that they might want to know or should want to know... :( I wonder that it makes me feel like they really just don't care.

I wonder that I never got my hot cocoa last night... never got up to get it.:rolleyes:

I wonder that I'm still treading but the waves seem to have gotten bigger and I feel that I've moved further out from shore....:(

I wonder if that I do have a mental health team and have been in contact with them...they do know "where I am".

:(
Abbie

I wonder how much warmer and bright the Broom room is today and how awesome it is to read Moi's wonderful thread :cool:

I wonder that a friend I work with was in accident last night
Broke her nose and upper cheek/jaw .
Wonder that I know what that feels like. Wonder :(
Wonder that she WAS NOT wearing a seatbelt:(
Wonder that My seat belt was what kept me wonder that ... well memories ..:(
I DO WONDER that I want everyone reading and my family here to ALWAYS wear a seat belt when your in an automobile.

Wonder My Kiddo comes home tomorrow from college and I CANT WAIT:Head-Spin::Dancing-Chilli::heartthrob:

Wonder that it was nice news hearing Goofy's friend Elinor has improved I hope it continues in that direction :hug:

Wonder that I need to check my pie and work on another.

Wonder Alffemom ya know I dont mind if you use that whistle blowing lady. Anything to see your grin :D
Wonder on hugs :hug: positive energy :circlelove:and good thoughts:icon_idea::sunchair:
for the Room and Readers:grouphug: that are here .

PEACE
BMW

Wonder that I was posting same time as ((((((((ABBIE)))))))))
Wonder That I want to use Nikkis Golden saying...Keep Swimming. Wonder that I am sending you this power hug filled with strength comfort and a floating "boggie board" to surf the next wave in. :hug: . We are here always dont forget !

Wonder if Abbie wants to chat??


i am in the chatroom

I wonder if I accomplished anything by defragging this...our computer and technology forum is a goldmine of information...

I wonder where I can find spybot...guess I'll google it...I used to know about things like that...:rolleyes:

I wonder if I can say that it really, really ticks me off that anyone would be so rude and cruel as to tell anyone to look elsewhere for support.:mad:

I wonder how warm it makes me feel to "see" two people that I care about, in the chat room. :grouphug:

Wonder that there is more then one way to " LOOK " at things ;)



Wonder thats its all hoops we jump threw and waves we ride till the finish line.

Wonder that I would never tell anyone to look else where for support ...unless the person was bad for my life and well being.. hurting me and such . wonder if that makes sense?

wonder on Reyn :hug:
and BJ and Steve and Lonely1, and yes all my family
:grouphug:


wonder that I know Alffemom will fix her comp ... She is a very wise Alffemom and tech savvy ;) I can tell!
:grouphug:
PEACE
BMW

I wonder that after defragging this computer yesterday and basically staying off it until this morning..I got a pop up notice that a serious problem had been corrected ~~sigh

I wonder that I seem to be unable to locate (or maybe they don't exist anymore) a free security thing...spybot keeps trying to charge me...and virus scan says they are unable to upload on this computer due to other security features I have...:confused: whatever I have didn't work very well!

I wonder that I reactivated my FB account minus any games or other applications...it's nice to read about friends and family there....

I wonder where the dynamite recipe reyn to working on for L1 got to....:D

I wonder that I gained weight just reading it!!

I wonder how our dear Abbie is this morning....and I so agree with BMW!

I wonder if we will have a white Christmas this year...

Wonder if Alffemom would want to try this..it is what we use in our house... there is free download and it has worked fine here is a link
http://www.lavasoft.com/products/ad_aware_free.php

wonder on the Busy day I have ahead of me and of course.wonder on hugs and lots of positive energy to the room and readers.
PEACE
BMW

I wonder if I can say thank you so much to BMW....it took a long time to scan two computers but they found a "dangerous" virus and took care of it....I feel so safe. :D

I wonder if I can admit that I will still not do any applications or extra cirricular activities on FB but will keep track of family and friends there..

I wonder how happy I am about the pie....*grin

I wonder how happy I am that the plumber is coming this morning...I went to turn on the water in the kitchen sink this morning and the faucet came off in my hand...:o

I wonder how many of us will make reyn's pie's when she finally posts the recipe for Lonely1...:winky:

I wonder that if one more person tells me to be strong, suck it up, hang on, or anything else along those lines... someone just may get hurt!!

I wonder that I may not seem positive.. I'm not.... It's hard to be positive when negative is just about all that happens to me... but I am still here so obviously... I am hanging on.

I wonder that it may not look like I am fighting... Duh... I'm still here.

I wonder if I can let everyone know that I do fight the demons of suicidal thoughts many, many, many times a day... I do have some fight left in me.

I wonder that many, many times I do want to walk away and leave the monsters in my life behind.... I understand that this would hurt others and that is something that I DO NOT want to do.

I wonder that getting this out has eased my brain.. Please don't worry about me... as I said... I'm still here.


:o
Abbie

I wonder if I can leave the link for the FREE Spybot Search and Destroy download... just in case anyone might want to have it...

http://download.cnet.com/Spybot-Search-amp-Destroy/3000-8022_4-10122137.html

I wonder if Abbie knows that we understand the monsters...the desire to have the pain end...the frustration of yet another day of more of the same......:grouphug:

I wonder if others, who do not share the beast of depression, have any idea how much strength it takes just to keep on keeping on...

I wonder about Hope and how elusive it seems at times....

I wonder about the courage it takes to share our feelings, to reach out yet again...to teach others how to behave and how NOT to behave...

I wonder if I can leave Abbie a hug....:hug:

I wonder at how comforting Alffe always is.

I don't wonder at how hard it is to be depressed, I know that all too well as it is.
I wonder why people who have never been depressed always try to advise depressed people.
I wonder that sometimes we don't really want their advise, but a simple hug would be nice.
I wonder if I can :hug: Abbie, because that's all that I want when I'm hurting, and maybe she wants one too? :hug:

I wonder at how thrilled I am every time I see that someone has mentioned me in a post.
I wonder at how starved for affection I must be...

I wonder if I'll be able to make recipe for the pie that dear Reyn PM'd me. :D

I wonder if Lonely1 and Reyn will share that pie recipe?/ Wonder that I made two pies yesterday and would so love a new pie to make:) Pretty please???

Wonder that my dd just arrived about 45 mins ago.. wonder that she unloaded her stuff into her room started a load of laundry then ... lol she went running :rolleyes:. Wonder how nice and AWESOME it is to have her home for 3 weeks :D

Wonder that my mind is kinda flying around.
Wonder that I might start a thread to rant and "flash back" as
I wonder on my friend I work with who just had accident. :(

Wonder that it has been so heart warming to have a hug from a tot where I clean :) today and too the appreciation most of the people have shown this past week. Its the little things like jelly belly jelly beans. leaving a pot of coffee for the 3 of us workers to enjoy before we start to clean. A note thanking us /me for all we do with a candy cane.
wonder I am very blessed to just have a job and blessed more so to be able to be " back into living' to be able to work. :confused: sorry rambling :o

wonder on hugs , prayers and blessing to the readers and to my family here in the broom room .
:grouphug:
PEACE
BMW

Lonely1
 

Lonely1, Lonely1, Lonely1, Lonely1, Lonely1, Lonely1, Lonely1, Lonely1

so there!

I wonder where the pie recipe is.....:wink:

I wonder if Lonely1 is going to share it....*grin

I wonder how Manda is and if I can leave her a hug...:hug:

I wonder about Nikki, and GranmaSue, and Pono, and Doxie, and Mistiis...

I wonder that I "feel" their presence but it would be nice to have word of them...:grouphug:

I wonder how Blue is....still without a computer? :hug:

I wonder if today is a big one for Jaded...seems like I remember it is..:hug:

Wonder if Abbie will smile when I say Making copies :) :hug:
Wonder if she will get a cup of coco add some Marshmallows and ENJOY !!!!!

Wonder that I am going to be having fun with dd here and big sis coming tomorrow .

Wonder that I am going to stay busy and out with negative in with everything else.

Wonder on hugs and comforting positive energy ,thoguhts to the room and readers.
PEACE
BMW

I wonder that yes... I smiled :)

I wonder that life has thrown me another curve and knocked me back a few steps....

I wonder that I WILL get it done... maybe not before Christmas...but definitely before next appointment. ;)

I wonder that I was the first patient today at doc's office... in/out before my actual appointment time.

I wonder that if I should bake cookies this weekend while no on else is around?? Nah... it's going to be quiet around here and I need to rest.

I wonder that I still haven't slept... but going to try to nap today...

I wonder... :cool:
:hug:
Abbie

I wonder if it's ok for me to post Reyn's pie recipe here.

I wonder when I'll get to the grocery store so I can make it...

I wonder if that recipe makes three pies and who Lonly1 will be sharing the other two with....:D

I wonder that it sounds really easy and yummy...let us know...*grin

I wonder if Abbie knows that we are right behind her so she will not fall...

I wonder about the weather in Florida?????

I wonder that we are supposed to get an inch of snow tonight and another inch tomorrow.....:rolleyes:

I wonder how happy I was to find the lining of my coat...lost in the closet..

I wonder why Mr.Alffe suprised me with red roses....for no reason..:D

I wonder how much I enjoyed having warm cherry pie alamode for lunch....dessert instead of a meal.

I wonder how to spell alamode.....:p

L1, of course I'm happy that you posted the pie recipe. I copied it to the "recipe" post, and I hope that others will share their favorites there!

Alffe, did you get the snow? I'm envious here where we get the bitter cold but rarely the wonderful white stuff!

I wonder at how grateful I am to learn about the facebook bad stuff from Alffe and Abby. I knew that the Café caused too many problems, and I stopped going there.
I'm sorry that I cannot keep "farming," but I value too much my connection to you here to risk losing it by using an application on facebook!

Abbie and BMW, thank you and "hugs."

Barbo, you say so much with so few words. I love you!

L1, you are so dear. Please keep on "keeping on" here with us. It's worth it, I promise!

from my *heart,
reyn

I wonder if anyone has heard from Lara or B.J. or Nik-key or GmaSue?

I wonder at how tired my arms are! It's hard sometimes to "just keep swimming." Even more so, when you are trying desperately to keep others afloat......

I wonder if I can thank everyone for their Christmas cards, so very sweet!:hug: I wonder if you will all forgive me, I wasn't able to send any out this year. Just so much going on.......

I wonder if I can share I have been having a lot of procedures to prep me for my big surgery on Jan 7th. I am in more pain than normal and it makes reading here and typing difficult. That is part of the reason I haven't been on.

I wonder that though I haven't been here, you are all in my thoughts and prayers ♥ Wishing you all a peaceful, joyous Christmas :hug:

I wonder how lovely it was to wake up to a post from Nikki...:hug:

I wonder if she knows that she remains in our thoughts and prayers...will be praying especially hard on Jan 7th....:grouphug:

I wonder if it's still snowing at BF's?....

I wonder if Lonly1 has made a pie yet....:D

Wonder that I know some of my family have seen this but It is for my whole family and all the readers here...its at the bottom :)

http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/thread33004-19.html

I wonder why it is that somethings I feel and think wonder why it is that I can only come here and share or unload...

Wonder that I LOVE my family here so much. Thank you to my sisters and Alffemom for talking with me and letting me rant and Reyn Lonely1 for posting some cooking yummies and ideas to ward of the sadness for a bit.
:grouphug:

Wonder that it is grandly awesome to hear from Moi and Nikki in the same week :D. Wonder they BOTH better know how dear and close we have them in our positive thoughts prayers!

wonder that I think I will turn lights out on this wonder that has reached page 3 already :eek:

Captain we have lights out on this wonder thread. send over the whistle blower and the patrol crew.
http://i294.photobucket.com/albums/m...icewoman-1.gif

move along move along the next wonder is about to be born and new thread is going to begin....
http://i294.photobucket.com/albums/m...ish_police.gif

:grouphug:

http://i294.photobucket.com/albums/m...t-animated.gif
:grouphug:

PEACE
BMW

I wonder if I can share with you a "funny!"

Emma and Annabelle have learned how to use the slipper bench to get up on the four-poster. Whenever I miss them or can't find them, I go to the bedroom -- and there they are! Why do they want to be up on the bed?!