Wondering in wonder 2010. ;-)
 

I wonder how strange it will seem for me to start this new wonder thread...

I wonder if you can forgive me for not using icons from my phone as I finger type this out....

I don't wonder at how much I am missing my family here and elsewhere...

I wonder how hard it is to start over yet again...

I wonder when I will get it that thoughts of suicide are just thought and not something to be acted on..well, I am still here, guess that says something... :-)

Wonder if I can tell Moi which med will help surgery site..pm

I wonder that I went so far as to write a suicide note, but a sweet friend and angel caught me in chat online and got me through it..

Wonder that I hate to whine but would ask for prayers and good thoughts for a few months as we try to navigate some VERY rough waters...

I don't want to bore friends with gory details, life is good but, the struggle is hard, and promises to get harder for a bit.

I know I owe some e-mails and promise to get them out after Christmas, with prayers that I and all of us will get through it...

Wonder if I will catch any viruses. ;-)

wonder if I can leave hugs, prayers, and a Merry Christmas for all my friends here...,.:grouphug:

I wonder if mistiis knows she always has my thoughts and prayers...and that isn't going to change.
I wonder if, no matter how hard it gets, she will remember that the people here know...and we care...and we will be here to help if we can.
I wonder that Christmas is what, four days away, and I am almost ready. LOL.
I wonder if today will ease by with as little pain as possible? I wonder if the memories will let me be for a bit...even the good ones. I can't live in the past, though I can visit pretty often.
I wonder if you all know how much you mean to me? I wonder that I wish I could find it in myself to post more often, but I read every day...
I wonder if you could all use some :hug:

Mistis
 

We love you - please remember that. I hope your holiday has some joy in it. We'll be thinking of you.

I wonder if I can leave a hug for Mistis, and of course you are in my prayers.
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I wonder how Barbo posted if her password wasn't recognized...:confused:

I wonder that it's only about 10 miles from your house to mine..just seems further..:D

I wonder if David was able to get to work today....

I wonder when I'll get that long promised email so I'm less confused..:winky:

I wonder if Lonely1 made any pies this past weekend...;)

I wonder how thankful I am that BMW wasn't cruel....*grin

I wonder if Mistiis needs her ears pulled....:eek:

I wonder that today is solstice...and it's gonna start staying light longer..

I wonder that I forgot that the kids are out of school and the mall was packed!!!!

I wonder at how comforted I feel when I come here and read your different posts! Each and every one of us has different and some similar issues, but we have found a common ground where we can share with one another and give our love, concern, and support for one another. I wonder if there is any other place on earth where so many diverse people can come together in such a positive, powerful manner? And I wonder at the happiness I felt when I heard L1's sweet voice . . .

Thank you for being here for me,
from my *heart,
reyn

P.S. Has anyone heard from B.J. or Lara?

I wonder at how touched I was when Reyn decided to call me.

I wonder how long it had been since my phone was used for a personal call and not just work.

There is no chance at a white Christmas, but I wonder if it will be icy on my trip down to my parents' house on Christmas eve.

I wonder where Addy has gotten to, haven't heard from her in a while...

I wonder how lovely it was of Reyn to reach out to Lonely1....:grouphug:

I wonder about the wonder of it all..............

I wonder that it wouldn't be Christmas unless I remembered..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xd4Gq-J7_gU

I wonder how Mr.Alffe always rhymed our childrens names...Michael, Michael, motorcycle....

I wonder if Bizi is having a wonderful time on her cruise..I think this is "swamp" day...:D

I wonder if I can leave hugs for the room.....:grouphug:

Whew... I wonder if I'll have a sore right leg after all these 8 hour car trips I'm making back and forth to my new home on the Coast of British Columbia! (that's where I've been L1)

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I wonder if I should get the map out and try to figure out exactly where Addy is moving....

I wonder if it's still snowing there..........

I wonder where David disappeared to...:p

I wonder about those dang Christmas tree lights...one goes out and the whole strand is out...try to find the one!!!!!

I wonder about my relative who sends out the most boring Christmas letter every year....great long detailed report about his new heating system..:rolleyes:

I wonder if we'll get the predicted rain tonight....rather have snow!

I wonder if I can wish everybody here a Merry Christmas tonight because I won't be in a place with internet for the next two days.

I wonder if we are really going to get snow tonight??? sure looks like it :) :yahoo:

I wonder if there is any other state that can say that half of it is under a severe thunderstorm warning and the other half under a winter storm warning LOLOL Maybe Texas :rolleyes:

I wonder if i can wish everybody here a Merry Christmas and safe travels for those who are going to be out on the road.... We will go to my moms in OKC which is normally a 30 minute drive, but they are saying the roads will be bad tomorrow so we'll see.....

I wonder if Koala understands that I just had to have it....:D

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I wonder if Goofy knows that Scott looks really good in that photo that she sent us and that it makes me smile really big to see and know how far he has come....makes an ankle proud...or an uncle proud...*buttonspopping


I wonder if mistiis knows that it is OK to go as far as writing a suicide note and maybe even as far as putting that knife to the wrist but that's as far as it should go??

I wonder if she knows that I understand completely and that I am glad that she's still around...and we NEED her around....((((BIG HUGS))))

I wonder if ducky's post about Wes' favorite song brought tears to my eyes...it speaks to the soul...truly, dear friend...((((goose hugs))))

I wonder if we'll ever get to meet barbo and hug her in person....:D

I wonder if I can say hi to lonely1, good to see that you've found a home here....nice to meet you. :)

I wonder if Alpho will come and pull my ears IN person again? LOL I have the photo to prove she did it (with a big smile on her face. LOL)

I wonder if Alpho knows that the grandkids last name sounds like "Rare" and I have been tempted to name them: "Barry and Medianne" since we have to finalize their adoption in Jan...(another long and arduous "are we there, yet" trip coming up!)

I wonder if reyn knows that we think of her often, and as I read about her struggles with turmoils that it makes me proud of her that she is caring for her abuser...it is not something that anyone can do, it is not something that anyone SHOULD do...it is not something that's norm....

but in her circumstances and her individual case, that I am proud of her that she is able to put away all the anger and hurt and able to care for him...

it is not something that I would recommend someone else to do. But each one person is different and unique as well as each individual case...

(((BIG HUGS))) dear reyn...


I wonder if Addy's leg is sore but that she is happy and in her new home (yet again? LOL) and that she will enjoy herself where she may be?

I wonder if it is OK to write just the wonderers in this thread but that I DO wonder about everyone here...

((((BIG HUGS))))

I wonder...

uh oh...the kids are home....I'll have to come back later...

H..E...L....P..........

*sending out SOS.....

May Day May Day...kids home yabbering...

be ba

I wonder if moi knows that it wouldn't be Christmas without hearing from him.....bluemayo??? :D

I wonder if it's Duke's .....:D

I wonder how festive it looks with MERRY CHRISTMAS at the top of all the pages...

I wonder how terrible I am at multi tasking....:rolleyes:

I wonder if everyone is done shopping, baking, cleaning and can just take a collective big breath and remind ourselves that it's almost over...:o

I wonder if I can remind you all that somebody loves you...including me. :grouphug:

I wonder if i can tell you we DID get the snow that was predicted!!!!
11 inches so far.... its amazing LOL

I wonder at the people here in Oklahoma and how they drive like idiots when the roads are bad..... it took us over 3 hours to get home from moms this evening.... normally it is at most a 30 minute drive.... usually less...

I wonder about the family we gave a lift to. they had 3 little ones under the age of 5. they had been sitting in their car about an hour and they were so cold....

I wonder if i can leave {{{HUGS}}} for our room and wish everybody a Merry Christmas.... :hug:

I wonder if Goofy knows that now she is someone's Christmas Miracle. I wonder if I am not a bit surprised to read of that kindness, as I know the kindness is always there.
I wonder if I can tell everyone Merry Christmas. Hope...Joy....Love.... we have them all in varying measure...but we have them.
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I wonder at how much I agree with what duck duck goose said.... :D

thank you that was a kind thing to say :hug: :hug: :hug:

Its one of those nights when sleep just wont come.....

I wonder that Alpho IS right!

"There is always somebody that loves you..."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I wonder about twisty ties and the differences in the sexes....

why is it that women NEED twisty ties...for garbage, for loaves of bread...

when I take out the garbage, I pull all corners up, and I twist the whole bag and then I tied it.

when I close bread, I twirl it and then I fold the twisted/twirled end at the bottom of the bread....

yet, in our family's "extra" drawer in the kitchen. There are a gazillion twisty ties that we NEVER use....I think that's their gravesite...

200 years from now, when archaelogists dig up our house, they are going to be wondering about our junk drawer in the kitchen.

"hmmmm...tons of twisty ties; tons of ketchup and hot mustard packets; why didn't these humans ever use them??"

I wonder at how big we smiled when the kids came out and thought Santa had arrived...

their excitement makes it all worthwhile...

I wonder about life a lot...but then I am glad that there are so many special folks in our lives to keep it interesting and full of love...

I wonder if anyone out there would need twisty ties, that they just need to send me a PM with their address... ;)

I wonder if I can leave a (((BIG HUGS))) for the broom...

I wonder how I love seeing Moss:hug: and Moi posting :hug

Wonder that I am glad Christmas is over.

Wonder about Nikki :Heart:Jan 7th is.... right around the corner sending good health , healing energy, strength, and positive thoughts . GET YOUR REST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wonder on Abbie :hug: and hope she to is getting a good rest during the day and some good sleep.:hug:


Wonder how the coldish wind and breeze makes things a whole lots more pain flare up.. wonder that I know I am not alone on that and wish low pain for the lot of us.

Wonder if Alffemom knows I hope she has many good views on her trip.

Wonder that Waves :hug: seems to be one of us Luna-tic, moon lover :) :cool:.

Wonder on warm hugs for the room and readers
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PEACE
BMW

WONDER that the wonder police says to keep this wonder # 2010 going ...until 2010

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Have a safe and very Happy New years eve.

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PEACE

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BMW

i wonder how many folks realize in Australia it is already 2010.

i wonder if i can say Happy New Year to Koala and Lara and ... anybody else down under? ;)

:grouphug:

~ waves ~

I wonder that I will NOT be seeing the blue moon tonight as it's so overcast...:rolleyes:

I wonder if BMW will give us a full report.....

I wonder how much fun it is to be this high up in the windy city....

I wonder what fun things the twins will do on their birthday tomorrow...:D

I wonder that they were the first twins born in the new year...1963...you do the math! *grin

I wonder what Lonely1 is doing tonight!......*grin

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wonder that it is going to be cloudy and rainy later tonight.
Wonder on hugs prayers and blessings to the room and the readers.
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BMW

:eek: Alffemom did you just say your high :p :ROTFLMAO::Thats-Funneh:

:thud:

No wondering here if i'm going to see the blue moon... very cloudy here too. I'll be at the new years eve party at work. Who better to bring in the new year than the residents i love so much :) well.... other than my husband, but he and I will celebrate too at some point :rolleyes:

Happy New Years to all my NT Friends!!!!!!

i wonder if anyone is gonna get to see that moon! it's overcast here too!!!! :(:mad:

i wonder if i can mention if anyone is alone, we are trying to have a "loner's" new year's party in the chat rooms... i am not alone but i will try to pop in ... anyway here's the thread to read more - drop a note there too, if you think you might want to come by... it will encourage others ;) it is for leaving message and tentative times.

Virtual New Year's Party info thread

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~ waves ~

How fun to dip into the chats and visit with waves and mari
:hug:
I love My Family here :hug:
Wonder on those lurking and reading wonder that I am sending low pain, good health, healing thoughts, and tons of positive energy that echos non stop through out the coming New Year.

:grouphug:

Bmw
 

I love all your figures and goodies! happy New Year!

I wonder why I don't want to be social tonight. My parents found out I wasn't doing anything for New Years Eve, so they invited me over, but I didn't want to go. I'd rather just sit here alone and pretend it's a normal night.
I wonder if that's wierd?

i don't think it's weird
 

dear Lonely1

i don't think it's weird. and if you'd prefer to be alone than be with others, it seems perfectly reasonable to do so. Festivities can be exhausting when we don't feel social. Solitude doesn't equate to loneliness. If you desire solitude, then staying home sounds right for you, right now. Now if you feel lonely... it might be good to connect with your folks just to try to "break the spell" ... but only you would know if, in their company, you would actually feel less lonely or not. ;)

take care. here's wishing you a very pleasant evening, however you wish to spend it. :)

((( HUGS )))

~ waves ~

ooops i didn't wonder about anything...

i wonder if the wonder police will get mad at me for that! (there fixed it! heheh!)

LOL...nope, can't say that I am or ever have been high. My drug of choice is bourbon but not even having that. I am, however, enjoying the view up here.

Have a great new year!!

I wonder if a I can sneak in and leave Happy New Year (((hugs))) for the broom before Officer BMW Ma'am turns the lights out:D

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Wonder that ...some times it matters most who you know...
and in turn... wonder its a fact my family here means everything.
Wonder that other times it is who you are... and being a survivor of suicide well that can be reason to celebrate .

Wonder that either way you look at it ... its all about you :hug:
, and its all about me ...
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wonder if BMW can give super charged hugs to the room :hug:
A new Year wish for healing , good health and the best of the best positive thing to happen through out the next 12 months for all of us.

PEACE
BMW

Out with the old .

Time for Lights out
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Its lights out . can we please get the next one to begin a new wonder 2011

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