Abbie!!!!!
 

Dear Abbie!
I am so sorry that you are in as much pain as you are in.
I can't imagine what you go thru each day.
It hurts to know that you are suffering and not having any real support at home.
You know that we care about you and think about you and wish that you could feel the hugs and prayers thrown your way.
Please post here, and the sos forum, you know that we care for you.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

hi Abbie
 

i think of you often and remember you in my prayers. i wish there was more i could do. if there is, please let me know.

((( hugs )))

~ waves ~

Abbie :hug: please if you can , just tag the thankyou button at least.
Your have been in my heart for a long while . I CARE and Love you . I sent you a couple things in the mail a few times bike week shirts and posties over the last couple years Your MY FRIEND Part of my family here and WE ALL CARE AND LOVE YOU !
:grouphug: if you have to please go to hosp ... :hug:

Dear abbie
 

I hope that you are doing OK. I must have missed something.

Are you OK? I care about you deeply. BF:Heart::Heart::Heart:

((((((((Abbie))))))))

dear abbie, please check in..
we are worried about you and your safety.
come let us hold your hand, you have always beens o helpful and supportive of others and are a great moderator...now let us help support you.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

Hello, Abbie,
'Thinking about you.
M.

Abbie is in a really bad place. If any of you have the link to her blog please go over. What she has written is worrying.

I'm thinking about you abbie. Please let us help you. I'm so very sorry for the denyal. Please realize that this is a temperary situation. You can appeal. Maybe that is what it takes for some these days. Two denyals,and two appeals. It would not surprise me. Please appeal. As I sit here,my heart is broken about this. BF:hug::hug::hug:

abbies blog:
 

I commented on her latest entry but she has not approved/read it....
worried
bizi

Nor mine. Its been more than twelve hours since I left the messege.

((((((((((((Abbie ))))))))))))))))))) I know you can keep swimming until this passes. I pray and very much hope you went and got help went to the hosp or doctors if you needed ... You are a fighter and all of our thoughts prayers and positive wishes are here and all around you to make you stronger and wrap you in comfort.
Check in when you are able . Sending Hope , Courgae and protection from harm .

PEACE
BMW

ABBIE !!!

Please come back here !! check in !!!

We are very worried and thinking, praying for you !!

WE NEED YOU !! and ARE HERE FOR YOU !!!

You are my inspiration, my fighter...

Abbie.... :hug:

ABBIE is "still with us" whew
 

Hello ((( everyone )))

GOOD NEWS. sort of anyway.

i got a quick PM from Abbie, as she had only a moment she asked me to let everyone know that she is "still here" ... she is "not ok", but she is still here.

oh and she sends hugs to everyone. :)

Please continue to pray, hope, wish for her... send her good vibes... whatever is in you to do...

:grouphug:

~ waves ~

thank you waves for posting this i will let sos know too.
thanks again we are worried for her
bizi

hi bizi
 

i posted SOS and the Sanctuary also when i posted this Bizi.

Dear Abbie,
 

'Sending prayers and good thoughts.

Thank you for letting Waves that you are still will us. :hug: :hug: :hug:
:grouphug:

M.

Keep praying and sending thoughts to Abbie so she can start to feel better soon and come back !!

We miss you dear Abbie !!! :hug:

from Abbie...
 

heard from Abbie again...

i sent her links to the threads and told her we all miss her. :) she is very unwell, but has not given up at the moment, still trying to get help. that is good.

i think i can safely quote this without breach of privacy...:

Abbie,
Keep reaching. Keep hoping. We will do the same with you.

~ waves ~

Hi all...

Thank you for your kind words, thoughts, prayers, etc....
Things are still to heavy and complicated to talk about...

I'm still in a sinking ship but working to stay afloat as best I can...


Hugs for all....

:hug:
Abbie

Dear Abbie,
:grouphug:
We have been concerned about you.
Thanks for posting and letting us know that you are here.

I hope you can get some relief and decent help.
:heartthrob:
:heartthrob:
:heartthrob:
Mari

thank you for checking in abbie
we miss you when you are not here
((((((HUGS)))))
bizi

So relieved to hear from you Abbie. I had gone across to the RSD forum looking for you yesterday and saw your posts on Cake's very sad thread.
Do try and drop by often Abbie, everybody here is concerned about you.
:hug:

(((Abbie)))

Checking in...
 

Hi all...

Just wanted to buzz in and say hi...

I am still here... existing... mostly in a lurking mode...

I am feeling like I will never feel better... I keep feeling worse... I have lost me.

Please know that even though I may not talk much.. I am reading and keeping up with all the goings on here.

:hug:
Abbie

Dear Abbie,

Thanks for posting and checking in.
I wish things were better for you. :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug:
M.

I forgot...

I once again have a new Pdoc... last one refused to see children so they let him go... the new one starts this week.. I think.

This one is a male too... :(

I'm a little frustrated about the last one and hope this new one listens... I told the last one that I didn't believe my medicines were still working and what I have been feeling... he just said he would talk to my Tdoc about things to help me---which I found out he did not do... and wrote scripts for the exact same medicine and dosages...

:(
Abbie

((((Abbie))))

Write a list of three or four things that you really need from him:
1. ask if he will talk to tdoc
2. ask about emergency phone call and emergency appt. policy
3.
4.

Also bring in a list of your current meds. Or better yet, throw them in a huge purse bring the purse with you.

I'm sending good vibes for you and the pdoc.

M.

Hey abbie
 

I hope that you feel better soon. My NP is giving me the same medicine over,and over also. BF:hug::hug::hug:

Glad to see a check in from you dear abbie.
I am hoping that this new pdoc works out for you and LISTENS!!!!!
here is a hug
((((((HUGS))))))
bizi

Abbie
Sending you hugs.

Donna

thinking of you, Abbie
 

... and wishing you the best. :hug:

~ waves ~

Abbie

I miss seeing you around the site. Let us know how you are doing.

Donna

hugs for abbie!
(((((((((HUGS)))))))
bizi

Just thought I'd buzz in and update a little...

Pdoc changed my AD from Zoloft back to Cymbalta...

Stopped the Xanax and started Lorazepam (Ativan) today...

I'm still struggling....
It's hard for me to string together two sentences or thoughts without crying.

I HATE THIS... I FEEL LIKE I AM NEVER GOING TO FEEL BETTER!!!
:(
Abbie

Dear Abbie,
Thanks for your post.
I like hearing from you -- even if you do not sound so good.

I'm really hoping for you that you do feel better soon.

M.

abbie you may feel adifference between the two antii anxiety meds.
the ativan lasts longer so you won't have the peaks and troughs, be patient with yourself with these changes.
I am sending healing thoughts your way.
and hugs
(((((((HUGS)))))):hug::hug::hug:
bizi

Abbie
I have been wondering how it is going. I'm glad that someone
is trying to get some changes made.

Donna

Oh Abbie !! :hug: :hug: :hug:

I totally understand what you are saying.... I hate these crisis that sometimes invade us and seem eternal...

Hopefully the medicine change will help you at least a little pretty soon so you can start to feel better....

About the crying, Ive spent the last 4 days crying for nothing/ anything if you know what I mean, and now hurt like hell... if it is your case, try cucumber slices over them... :o

Wish I had better things to say or, more helpful things but...

Thinking about you. I Send you my love.

I am sorry blue that you have been crying like that:(.....(((((HUGS)))))
bizi