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Burntmarshmallow 02-10-2010 07:16 AM

wintery wonder 214
 
I wonder about all the cold and snow :eek:

I wonder that I talked with Pono and she send her thoughts and prayers to everyone here. She dose not have a comp right now.
I wonder on BF and Abbie and BJ and Nikki and ALLLLLL OF YOU . Goofy and her f.i.l.??
I wonder if addy gosh I think it is Addy thats where the Olympic is ...now I wonder if I am mixed up. mybe it is lara ? hummm :confused:
Wonder that I need a quick HOT cuppa before I leave for work. Wonder that my stim is on high today and I dread the wind and cold that is waiting outside my door.
I wonder if AlffeMom will tag?

Hugs to the room
PEACE
BMW

Alffe 02-10-2010 08:56 AM

I wonder if suet is the dinner of choice for bluebirds....:confused:

I wonder why I so seldom have bluebirds in my yard...:cool:

I wonder if Ducky has checked this out...http://www.realtennis.gbrit.com/palace.htm

I wonder if Ducky & I get together again I'll remember to bring the album...

I wonder if BMW knows that I'm thinking about her in that wind! :hug:

I wonder how wren was able to conclude which mockingbird it is..so many!!

I wonder if Blue has left yet....have a great time!!

I wonder if Nikki will pop in and talk to us....:grouphug:

I wonder if lonely1 has talked to reyn again...if so, how is she?...

I wonder who else doesn't like the changes at FB...:rolleyes:

I wonder if I can leave hugs for the room...:grouphug:

FeelinGoofy 02-10-2010 09:27 AM

I wonder if I can let you know my FIL came home from the hospital yesterday evening.. :)

I wonder too about those who are snowed in....:hug:

I wonder what this doctors appointment is all about today that I am taking my mother to in OKC?????:confused:

I wonder how much weight Alffe has lost so far??

I wonder if i can leave a :hug: or two for those who need one today....

da duck 02-10-2010 02:29 PM

I wonder if I can thank Alffe for the link. Hampton Court has always been my favorite. I used to read every word I could find about it. I would so love to go...and to see the album.
I wonder if mostly I would love to sit across the table from Alffe and talk about anything and everything.
I wonder that my son's eye disease is acting up again and we had to drive in the heavy snow to the eye dr this morning. Bad news, but not the worst news...so I am grateful. I think we caught it in time...again. We have been blessed...again.
I wonder how much I hope that everyone is safe and warm.
:grouphug:

thelonely1 02-11-2010 12:09 AM

I wonder if I can wonder again about Reyn, no Alffe I haven't talked to her for a while. :( I hope she is doing okay.

I wonder at the job postings for my area; I'm not qualified for any of them.

I wonder at the posting, "dishwasher wanted." When clicked it says, "REQUIREMENT: Minimum one year experiance." To wash dishes! What kind of a world is this when I need training to fill a sink with soapy water!

I wonder if I need to go back to college and get a degree in dishwashing so I can get even the most basic jobs.

I wonder how I'll ever get by in life when I'm not skilled enough to have a real career; I'm not even skilled enough to do menial manual labor.

Alffe 02-11-2010 04:14 AM

I wonder about how much experience is required also Lonely1...silly!

I wonder if you really should go back to school, part time maybe to a community college if you're near one...anything in the health field should land you a job eventually...I don't envy you young people in this job market...don't envy any of us in this economy....:hug:

I wonder why I can't sleep anymore..maybe because I went to bed at 7:30 last night...:rolleyes:

I wonder if Barbo and I really will venture out for lunch today....still dark so I can't tell how much damage the snow did in the night...I do hear a snowplow out there....

barbo 02-11-2010 08:36 AM

Yes Alffe
 
We're going to brave the elements as they did in pioneer days. Screw your courage to the sticking point! Watch us!

Alffe 02-11-2010 09:26 AM

I wonder why I feel like "little house on the prarie"...*grin I do have cabin fever!

I wonder that the hard part will be getting out of our drive...our man hasn't plowed here yet...too busy in Michigan...

I wonder if our Abbie is feeling any better....:hug:

I wonder the same about waves....:hug:

I wonder how tired I am of beef bouillion! and celery! and eggs!

I wonder if Vicky knows that I have lost 11 pounds..ty for asking!

thelonely1 02-12-2010 12:13 AM

I wonder if I can tell you all that I talked to dear Reyn today! :)
She is stressed but hangin' in there.

I wonder if she will be getting the snow she's hoping for in the next few days. I will add my hopefullness to hers.

I wonder that the world doesn't seem quite as pointless today...

Burntmarshmallow 02-14-2010 12:55 AM

I wonder that was filling up jet tub and got knock on front door and oh no....
http://i294.photobucket.com/albums/m.../southpark.gif
Hub got a tresspassing thing for walking on a dock to take a photo .
:rolleyes:
I Wonder why the Officer seemed disappointed I made hub go outside rather then officer come inside :D.
Wonder that my tub flowed over just as i got back to it and it was a major save!:rolleyes:

Wonder how BJ is doing and that I know right now so many things seem like a thread next to impossible but Keep fighting . ABBIE YOU TOO!!!!!!

Wonder if I can find out who said ...."there are plenty of people looking for a miracle and not nearly enough people are trying to be one."
Wonder I want to use it for siggy but my searches for quotes have been null.

wonder that I loved the Olympics opening ceremonies. wonder that the whales and the great bear the Indians dancing... it was pretty alright and the poet at the end my fav :)

Wonder on BF Addy Jaded, Doxie, Coolangel, NIKKI, MOI,s,
Lonely1 :hug: Goofy... Blue ,Meg,...:confused:
will not go on with names my brain is only half alert with recall ...
just always wonder on all of my family here...
and special thank you hugs for Alffemom :hug:

Hugs to the room....:grouphug:
PEACE
BMW


wonder that mom is in hosp and I can use some hugs and posivte vibs and if there is any to spare PLEASE SEND THEM TO BJ AND ABBIE.

Burntmarshmallow 02-14-2010 11:14 AM

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wonder that Here is the photo attach that got DH a trespass visit from police officer :p
wonder he cant stand on or go to dock area for a year. he isnt a member of the anglers club and went on their dock as the sign posted said members and guests only and he assumed he was a guest there to take a pic ... :rolleyes:
:rolleyes: :rolleyes:
Wonder the wonder police dont like real police comin to house :o.... better put hub in time out!

Wonder that dd Hazel laughed all rest of night after that visit.

wonder that distractions from the hard stuff sometimes help me so sorry if I..
Wonder on hugs , positive energy , and Strong healing prayers for the room and readers. :hug: :hug::smileypray::smileypray:
PEACE
BMW

Addy 02-14-2010 01:44 PM

I wonder at the beauty of that photo... perhaps worth the "trespassing" but not worth the fine if there was one attached... :(

I wonder at how kd lang's career will soar after her unbelievable "Hallelujah" performance at the Olympic Opening ceremonies! This isn't the actual performance because its not been allowed "out" yet... here she is at an award ceremony: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P_NpxTWbovE

I wonder at the vulnerabilty and pain we suffer as humans... I'm so darn disappointed at the unprofessional training I have endured at my new job (which I love) and how it has come back to bite me....

I wonder that my (woman)manager thinks I should now have my emotions under control... and at her nerve to keep suggesting I seek "help"... afterall, she says... 6 weeks has passed since my mother died...

I wonder if wren knows I feel her fascination with birds is a special gift from above and not to be downplayed at all! And I've seen a flock of Blue Jays at my ornamental cherry tree in the dead of winter....

I wonder at how sad it is that protestors become violent (and hide behind black masks) to protest while our city is under the Olympic media microscope ....

I wonder if I will ever be unpacked and feel settled in.... work has taken all my energy

I wonder if you know we have crocuses and cherry trees blossoming ... and we are the host of the WINTER Olympics... well... at least they will want to visit Vancouver again...afterall... its beautiful! (they had to TRUCK snow in to one of the mtn venues!)

I wonder if BlueMajo is enjoying London?

I wonder if Reyn is having a happy birthday?!!!

barbo 02-14-2010 08:43 PM

Addy
 
Your manager is a cretin.

Alffe 02-15-2010 07:51 AM

I wonder if Marie will mind that I borrowed her butterfly..http://bestsmileys.com/butterfly/3.gif

I wonder at that fabulous voice of kd lang...wow!!

I wonder how this new triffle recipe will turn out..sounds too easy...

I wonder how nice it will be to eat something besides cottage cheese..

I wonder what all the sirens outside are about...

I wonder if it's warming up in Florida and will it please before we arrive..

I wonder how Vicky's fil is doing...:hug:

I wonder how Doxie is and if Pono has her puter back yet and if BMW will send her our love next time they talk.....

I wonder if I can leave hugs for the room....:grouphug:

reyn 02-15-2010 10:13 PM

I wonder if you all know how much I have missed you? Two of my nephews are now living here at the little house that I purchased--it needed major repairs and renovations, and my nephews needed work and a place to live! As much as they needed work, I needed a reason to get up in the morning--thank you, Lord!

I wonder if you would add my nephews to your prayer list--one is almost an eye-blink away from the state penitentiary, and I have NO experience in dealing with boys/young men in their twenties (thanks, L1, for listening!). It was easy to talk about "Tough Love" with their parents but ever so difficult to use it in my/their reality!

Hugs to everyone,
reyn

Alffe 02-16-2010 05:56 AM

I wonder that having nephews come help you is a win/win for you all reyn..:hug:

I wonder if BMW's DH has gotten a beautiful picture and hope it didn't cost him too much...;)

I wonder about that trifle...I wonder about puff pastry...I thought is sounded too easy!

I wonder about the Tylenol recall...have to go read all the boxes...:mad:

I wonder if we managed to solve all of the worlds problems over dinner last night or merely succeeded in scaring ourselves even more...

I wonder about Evan Bayh....:cool:

Burntmarshmallow 02-16-2010 07:25 AM

wonder on lots of positive thoughts for my mom and also my b.i.l. today .
Wonder that mom is having chemical stress test if fluid in lung is okay. If she dose good she can be home end of week.
Wonder also b.i.l. is having first surgery for arm decompression. after he will have decompression on legs
wonder he is in a Gov study for this .
Wonder if some of you will think positive things for both my mom and b.i.l. and my big sis who is handling all of today .

Wonder that I will wonder later.

Wonder on hugs for the room and readers.
PEACE
BMW

Alffe 02-16-2010 09:17 AM

I wonder if BMW knows how many positive thoughts and prayers are being sent in her Mothers direction....:grouphug:

Nik-key 02-17-2010 01:51 PM

I wonder how difficult it is for me to come here lately.......

I wonder if ((BMW)) knows how much her posts on FB mean to me:hug:

I wonder if I can tell her I couldn't find that exact quote either, but I know I have heard something very similar to it. The closest I could find was by Dr. Phil.... "If you need a miracle, be a miracle."

I wonder where ((Alffe)) went on her cruise? And WTG on your weight loss! You go girl :D

I wonder how ((Vicky's)) FIL is doing, and am keeping her mom in my prayers:hug:

I wonder if ((BMW)) can feel how strongly I am keeping her family in my thoughts and prayers.... Much love and strength Angel friend of mine:hug:

I wonder how good it must be to have family with you ((Reyn)) It will be a challenge for sure, but I am thinking you are more than up for the job. Just be you, and maybe that will rub off on them:hug:

I wonder if I can tell ((Addy)) how sorry I am for the loss of her mother.... 6 weeks is not nearly enough time! grrrrrrring at your manager.....

I wonder how it is that ((Barbo)) can say so much, with so few words! A great talent. One thing you said that I think of often, and helps me to this day....

" You know when someone close dies we lose someone we love - but we also lose someone who loved US. I think that's what makes it extra hard." ~Barbo

I wonder that the 2 year anniversary of Dad's death is fast approaching. I wonder that with that, and Lynn, and added stress of a crazy ex BIL.... I needed to call my doctor. I hate doing it, I can't say why for sure... maybe it is because to me, it shows a weakness in me.

At any rate, am back on meds and warming up for the next long swim....
"just keep swimming"

I wonder if I can share I took a nasty fall yesterday. Fell on the ice, hit my head hard and am very stiff today. Have I mentioned before how much I really dislike winter? :p

For those who didn't see it on FB, I wonder if I can also share we lost our first born puppy yesterday. ♥ Hoover ♥

http://i49.tinypic.com/9v9roo.jpg

http://i47.tinypic.com/v80w9e.jpg

I wonder how deeply his loss is effecting me. I know he had a good long life. I know he was loved and cherished.... but, it hurts. I wonder how much this has made me miss Lynn. "My Lynn" , the one I could always count on and turn to. The one who held me as I cried when we lost others of our babies. ....

I just feel the loss of Lynn deeper right now... I thought I was "past" that, but nope! turns out the loss can still cut me to the core. God how I miss that man!!! :( ............... Today is a year since I had to place him in the nursing home... *sigh... * sob

Wow! what a bummer of a post this turned out to be! I meant to come in and try to offer support, and all these feeling just came up.... think I better stop now...

Much love to everyone, ((BJ)) keeping you in my prayers, big hugs to the room/broom :grouphug:

Addy 02-17-2010 03:13 PM

ahhhhhhhhh..... dearest Nik~key... I wonder if you know its so ok to share all your sadness with us....

I wonder if you know how much I understand the overwhelming feelings you are experiencing... and then, to have a bad fall... just adds to the weakness you are feeling... you're so totally human my friend... :hug:

I wonder if you know how much those words mean to me and I thank you for reminding me and for Barbo for writing this: You know when someone close dies we lose someone we love - but we also lose someone who loved US. I think that's what makes it extra hard." ~Barbo .... I can't tell you how many times I've thought to pick up the phone and call my Mom... only to realize she isn't there anymore......

I wonder if my manager will understand when I speak to her tomorrow... how disappointed I am that she continues to suggest I need to speak to a therapist to get over my sadness... I wonder if she realizes how her words cause me to doubt myself and my strength....

I wonder if you know I grieve for your loss dear Nik-key.... no way on this earth can you ever be expected to NOT be sad for what you had.... I'm so sorry you lost your puppy dog...

I wonder if calling my doctor, too, is the answer... for with each stress comes another stress.... and although I hate to do it, too... I know it helps in the long run... and it is NOT a sign of weakness... it is a sign of STRENGTH to reach out for help

I wonder at how blessed we are to have the help we have amongst our friends here....

:grouphug:

barbo 02-17-2010 03:33 PM

Nik-key
 
I'm so sorry about your puppy. I don't know how people get through life without pets. They give us unconditional love.

barbo 02-17-2010 03:35 PM

Addy
 
Just because she's a manager doesn't make her bright.

Abbie 02-18-2010 11:18 AM

I wonder why we no longer get the snow storms like we did when I was a kid??

I wonder that gas was $2.59.gallon at most of the gas stations I pass...but I found one that was still $2.48/gallon.

I wonder about doc's offices... they say they will have the nurse call back...but here it is next day and several hours later... nothing.

I wonder about a friend's daughter (adopted).... her birth grandma passed...she is hurting so...:hug:

I wonder why it is... when I do what I am supposed to do... what I need to do... that someone/something is holding shut the doors that I need to get through.

I....

:(:o:hug:
Abbie

Burntmarshmallow 02-18-2010 04:09 PM

(((((ABBIE)))))) i GOT YOUR MESSAGE ..SORRY :(
Please keep swimming 6 weeks must truly seem like forever but I know you can hold out till then..maybe not by much but You CAN !!!

Wonder if you"d be happy to know gas is 2.69 - 2.79 in my county cus we have a stupid tax in voluisa county.

Wonder that my mom is still in hosp and I am probably going to go up and be with her.. wonder that I just have that need that funny feeling that I MUST LISTEN TO !

I wonder that I wont be around for a bit but I WILL have ALL of you in my thoughts and my prayers.

wonder how cold Virginia is going to be :eek:. Wonder how afraid I am but acting brave so no one can tell... like AlffeMom said in a wonder of hers :cool:

Wonder that I need to get off comp .
HUGS HUGS HUGS to the room
PEACE
BMW

oh THANKS for all the thoughts and prayers they have been a comfort to me.
God bless and protect this room and all the readers.
:grouphug:

thelonely1 02-19-2010 12:04 AM

I wonder that gas here is $2.79 MINIMUM.

I wonder why my chap-stick smells like Playdoh?

I wonder about the little red dots that suddenly appeared on the back of my hand. What are they? Why are they there?

I wonder about the bad cough I've had for a couple of weeks now.
I wonder if it seems to be going away now.
I wonder that that secretly dissapoints me; I actually wanted something to be seriously wrong with me.

I wonder at how wierd I must be.

Alffe 02-19-2010 05:35 AM

I wonder how many of us ran to smell our chapsticks...:D

I wonder if Lonely1 knows that most of the people around me, including myself, have been trying to cough up a lung...:rolleyes:..it's going around!

I wonder why I have such a racing mind this morning..up waaay too early!

I wonder how nice it was to get a post card from Scrabble....:grouphug:

I wonder how much snow Mistiis ended up with and if she is staying warm..

I wonder if Nikki will get another dog...

I wonder if a three legged dog could climb our stairs...:cool:

Addy 02-21-2010 12:52 PM

I wonder why wonder thread 213 jumped back up to the top while this one fell to the bottom....

I wonder if the thread police needs some assistance... perhaps a deputy sherriff is needed to close both them there threads and a new 215 should begin...

Well, folks... I'm gonna blow out this thread .... poof, its gone


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