Wonder Thread #236
 

I wonder if it's okay for me to start the new wonder even though the last one was never officially ended. :o

I wonder how badly I need a hug.

I wonder if there will ever be someone in my life to actually give me a hug.

I wonder why I still exist even though I long ago gave up on life.

I wonder if people on the outside notice that I'm dead on the inside.

I wonder how long a body can live without hope or happiness.

I wonder that every little thing takes way too much effort; cooking, checking the mail, changing out of work clothes... all too difficult

I wonder how anyone could ever live a good life with so little ambition.

:sigh: I wonder how much of a bring-down I am to the forum... sorry...

:hug:

I wonder at your honesty. Could have written those words myself at times.

I wonder if I can send you hope... ~~~~~~

For Lonely 1
 

Here's a giant hug ((((((((((((((((((Lonely 1)))))))))))))))))))))))!!

((((((lonely))))))

:grouphug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::grouphug: I know it isn't the same as a "real" hug... but please know that I care about you and am here if you want to talk. You are my FRIEND. <3

I wonder if anyone here knows how much I have missed talking to you all...

I wonder if I can ask for prayers for my surgery on Wednesday... I am not really nervous about the surgery, just anxious about the long recovery--and would appreciate prayers.

I don't wonder why God brought me here... I already know He did to bring all these wonderful people into my life. :)

i wonder what to say to lonely and if there is anything to say besides giving a (((((hug)))))) also. :hug:

I wonder how one finds "ambition" when it is lost? I've never had that problem, instead I've always had too much - in a bad way. Always wanting to do everything therefore, aways let down when it doesn't happen.

i wonder about ***warm fuzzies*** and if alffe remembers who used to give those, because i can't remember who it was but loved getting them so much. :)

i wonder what is bringing lonely down so much lately or if this is how it always is?

i wonder if i can say that im in an awful mood tonight after seeing pictures of my old best friends wedding this weekend. i know we lost touch, but always thought we'd become friends again at some point and i didn't think i wouldn't have been invited.

i wonder how her ex-boyfriend feels about the marriage since they were high school sweethearts and a friend of mine since elementary school.... and she ended up dumping him for the new guy. *sigh

I wonder if this isn't something i should be wondering about.

i wonder about schools and how proud i am that i applied to 2 today officially and now only have 8 more to go. *ugh

I wonder when i will be done with this.

i wonder about being so busy and what doody had said, i hope she has more energy these days and can take some from me.

i wonder if its healthy to be so busy? i had activity after activity last weekend, something every minute of the day. And this coming weekend will be the same. The next will be a vacation - but not at all a relaxing one -- and then the next weekend Thanksgiving.

I wonder if its sad that I am looking forward to having surgery so I can stay home from work for a whole week. :confused: I wonder if that shows how awful my job is that I'd prefer getting my tonsils out!

I wonder if you all figured yet that I never heard back from that job interview. :(

I wonder if its a blessing in disguise though so that I can focus on school right now instead.

i wonder why this time change has me SO tired tonight.

I wonder if smae knows I'll be thinking of her tomorrow hoping the surgery goes well. :hug:

I wonder if I can give hugs to Goofy too, cause she's always in my thoughts these days :hug:

I wonder if I can thank everyone for the wonders and the much-needed hugs. :grouphug:

I wonder that there's no new reason or trigger that makes me feel this way, it's just the way I am. :o :(

I wonder if Smae knows that I will, of course, be hoping and praying for her swift recovery, and that I'm glad she came back to wonder. :hug:

I especially wonder how Wish handles all the things she has to do... I wouldn't be able to handle a fraction of what you do every day.

I wonder why doctors are given their degrees when they can't think enough to READ something before prescribing. Levaquin should not be taken if you: have nerve pain or numbness, are on a steroid, are on amitriptyline, or are on a medication to control heart rate. So if I have ALL OF THE ABOVE, tell me WHY my doctor prescribed it for me??? Did he even read the precautions? Grrr! Thankfully I just had a mild allergic reaction, but it could have seriously hurt me!

I wonder what I will get after this surgery, and if it has the risk to hurt me like the last one did. Ugh. :(

I wonder if smae knows that our family learned long ago that drs. make mistakes....:(

I wonder if smae knows that I am excited for her surgery tomorrow and I am praying for her...:grouphug:

I wonder why Lonely1 continues to sell himself short....you're always so supportive to those in need...please be kinder and less judgemental about our dear friend....YOU! :hug:

I wonder when David will come talk to us....

I wonder also about ***warm fuzzies*** I know for sure it wasn't Furious! :D

I wonder if Scrabble would remember..I think I'll ask her...:winky:

I wonder if Barbo knows that was a great big hug.....:circlelove:

I wonder if Lara remembers about the warm fuzzies...:p

I don't wonder about "warm fuzzies" cuz I know they are those feelings you get when something touches your heart ... :Heart:

I don't wonder about the healthiness of a :hug: because everyone needs the touch from another human. I get my hugs from my friends, my sons and my granddaughter.

I wonder, should I complain to my doctor's "office manager" who sent me a cryptic letter saying they couldn't reach me and needed to give me an appointment? I recently had a physical and this filled me with worry thinking something was wrong. I wonder why, with all the records they have, they couldn't find my phone number.

I wonder if I should just be grateful that nothing was wrong and let it go...

I wonder if this should be a lesson for the office manager... and I also wonder if its my place to try and tell her how to do her job... and I also wonder... ok, who cares...

I wonder if lonely1 knows its ok to start a new wonder thread whenever you want because sometimes our BMW marshmallow friend is busy.... I think her deputy should have pulled up the slack... ;)

I wonder if wish knows I understand the feelings she is having about her upcoming surgery being a time for her to rest... :hug:

I wonder if smae knows I imagine the feelings she is having, too... as you, dear one, have had more than your share of hardships...

I wonder if this room needs a group hug :grouphug:

I was wondering about our Melody, the sprouting gal....

And also wondering about how delicious mung bean sprouts are ... and if I should mention I don't care for the flavour of broccoli sprouts :p

I'm wondering what I'll get done today...

:grouphug:

I wonder how Sara is doing day 1 post op
I wonder how the roads will be in the am for my venture off to work
I wonder how many deer will be running like crazy Sat am, as deer season starts then:eek:
I wonder that this will be the first opening day of deer season that I will not be participating in (to even up the score for all my cars that they have killed over the years)
I wonder if the weekend on the floor will cause as much pain as the last 2 days on the floor did
I wonder if i can get a day off to get my siatica "shot"
:hug:z

wonder that my sis called about an hour ago ..my mom just passed away :( :(

around 4 30 this morn.
:Sob::Sob::Sob::Sob::Sob::Sob::Sob:

Oh Sweetie I am so sorry!:hug:

For BMW
 

I am so sorry to hear about your Mother. You will be on my mind. Love, Barb

So sorry to hear about your mom. I will keep you and yours in my prayers.

Oh, I'm so sorry ..... :hug:

I'm so sorry dear friend. :( :grouphug:

The Next Place by Warren Hanson

The next place that I go
will be as peaceful and familiar
as a sleepy summer Sunday
and a sweet, untroubled mind.

And yet….it won’t be anything like any place I’ve ever been…
or seen…or dreamed of
in the place I leave behind.

I won’t know where I’m going,
and I won’t know where I’ve been
as I tumble through the always
and look back toward the when.

I’ll glide beyond the rainbows.
I’ll drift above the sky.
I’ll fly into the wonder,
without ever wondering why.

I won’t remember getting there.
Somehow I’ll just arrive.
But I’ll know that I belong there
and will feel much more alive
than I have ever felt before.
I will be absolutely free of the things that I held onto
that were holding onto me.

The next place that I go
will be so quiet and so still
that the whispered song of sweet belonging will rise up to fill
the listening sky with joyful silence, and with unheard harmonies
of music made by no one playing,
like a hush upon a breeze.
There will be no room for darkness in that place of living light.
Where an ever-dawning morning pushes back the dying night.
The very air will fill with brilliance, as the brightly shining sun
and the moon and half a million stars are married into one.
The next place that I go
Won’t really be a place at all.
There won’t be any seasons—winter, summer, spring or fall—
Nor a Monday,
Nor a Friday,
Nor December,
Nor July.
And the seconds will be standing still…
while the hours hurry by.
I will not be a boy
or girl,
a woman
or a man.
I’ll simply be just,
simply me.
No worse or better than.
My skin will not be dark or light.
I won’t be fat or tall.
The body I once lived in
won’t be part of me at all.
I will finally be perfect.
I will be without a flaw.
I will never make one more mistake,
or break the smallest law.
And the me that was impatient,
or was angry or unkind,
will simply be a memory.
The me I left behind.
I will travel empty-handed.
There is not one single thing
I have collected in my life
that I would ever want to bring
except….
The love of those who loved me,
and the warmth of those who cared.
The happiness and memories
and magic that we shared.
Though I will know the joy of solitude…
I’ll never be alone.
I’ll be embraced
by all the family and friends
I’ve ever known.
Although I might not see their faces,
all our hearts will beat as one,
and the circle of our spirits
Will shine brighter than the sun

:(
AlffeMOM :hug: I guess your stuck with an adopted daughter now .

Wonder when I walked into work Terri my boss sent me home :rolleyes:

Wonder they say a sunset on earth is a sunrise in heaven... wonder if Addy or someone will PLEASE start a new wonder tonight. PLEASE PLEASE someone Tonight turn the lights out on this wonder and start a new one ??????????

Wonder that i have to go make calls and go see my twin bro
cry and laugh and let it set in. wonder if it ever dose set in.. wonder that I still miss my dad and he passed when I was 13 the empty is still there.

Wonder that each and everyone of you ..my family here give me strength and comfort even when i am just lurking... which I will be more often then not right now for a bit . Thank You for that strength and comfort and the laughs.
:grouphug:
Hugs , prayers and blessings to the room the readers and those one the sidelines.
PEACE
BMW

I wonder if i can leave BMW a big tight huge hug. :hug: :hug: :hug:
I wonder at how much i can so relate to what you are feeling right now,
It was 4 months ago today my mom left this earth.
You are in my prayers dear friend.
:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug: :hug:

I wonder if BMW knows that I am not stuck with an adopted daughter..I am here for you dear friend...

I wonder that someone will indeed start a new wonder thread tonight but want to give everyone a chance to read this one and send on their love to you.....:grouphug:

I was wandering around the forums... and stumbled through the wonders... my heart got tripped up here.

Tears flowing down my face as I think of BMW and her mom...:(

Wishing I could find the words to say to bring some peace of mind to my dear friend.

I can only say... I am here for you if want or need to talk...my ears are cleaned and ready to listen. My shoulders are yours if you need them to lean on or to cry on.

:hug:Much love and gentle hugs...
Abbie

Genltle hugs my friend:grouphug::hug:z

I wonder that it has been a hard time for moms recently. :(

I wonder if I can leave a hug for BMW. :hug: I'm so sorry...

I am here, now, to close this wonder thread.

May we all gather 'round our friend and sister, our Marshmallow friend :grouphug:
http://comments16.com/wp-content/upl...thy_prayer.gif I am so sorry for the loss of your Mom, Addy